Tuesday, March 31, 2009

4-2

yeahhh me and mikey won. halfway through the season and we are 4-2. i think we could be better than that but hey its not bad. we won 9-6 vs hayward which is really bad since hayward is suppose to be one of the easiest teams in the league. just shows how our team is!

some sad news after game. sorry for not talking much to whoever tried to talk to me. hopefully what i was told is really just a rumor and is not true. but in the mean time i just have to show that i cant be replaced. but only time will tell.


damn this cold sore makes it so i dont really want to look at anyone while talking to them cuz i think theyre just straight up staring at it like "ewww wtf is that" in their mind haha. well i think its getting better? hopefully!


its pretty late and i dont have much to say for today. sylvia u were right i did blog about today though haha. HI SYLVIA! lol ur cool.

im done. good bye march hello april. night everyoneeeeeeeee!

Monday, March 30, 2009

another day another post

wow so i dont know why but more and more often i've been getting random people i would never expect to, come up to me and say something about my blog! like today, sylvia (hi sylvia if u read this) came and said she read it! im like whaaaat haha i get so shy when someone brings it up because its really unexpected. just like other people who bring it up, i asked why she read my blog and she said "because its interesting and i can relate to some of them." now i dont know why so many people say that! i dont even intend to say things that anyone can relate to but i mean, i guess its a good thing to keep readers coming back :) no one else i follow really posts as much as i do so i dnt get the enjoyment of reading a daily blogger like myself D: actually, i havent been blogging daily so sorry for anyone who looks forward to any new posts from me!

okay so anyyyywayyys!
school was the usual boring routine for me today.
practice though was cool because it was Coach Dean's birthday. happy birthday to the old guy. i know he wont read this so its cool to say that haha. it was nice though to finally have the team give him back appreciation after he's givin us so much. he deserved it no doubt.

on a slightly bad note, i think i pulled a muscle under my lift arm today. i noticed it right when we began our first rallys but let it slide and played with it. it kind of bothered me but i did well today. the drive home however, was really painful. it hurt to turn with my left arm so i had to use my right. hopefully it will be better by tomorrows game.

OH YEAH, GAME TOMORROW VS HAYWARD WOOO! its away though so aww no support D:
but this will be an easy win forsure.

i have a cold sore :[! its so uglyyyy!!! ahhhhhhh! but it was worth it ;) LOL

well then this is enough for one post, i have laundry to do! thanks for reading!

Friday, March 27, 2009

i dont know anymore.

so i just gotta call from my mom last night and she wanted to talk about what might happen in the future. she said "since you probably will be going to san jose state, i was thinking we should just move down there so our house down here isnt just getting paid for no one living in it. and you wouldnt have to dorm or rent another place or anything. it would save us money" i argued with her that if we do that, where would i go during vacations because i would want to come back down here to hang out with my old friends and stuff but where would i stay if i moved to san jose? but ive been thinking and my mind is saying "what do you have to come back for anyways?" i mean, i've grown distant from even my close friends that i dont even get invited to much things, i have no girl to hang on to, i really dont think what i have going right now would go anywhere since we would be going to seperate colleges and she still has her doubts. so in my head im thinking maybe i should just move down to san jose and just live down there. start a new life and visit this one from time to time. part of me wants to just let it all go and start fresh but part of me wants to argue with my mom so i can stay down here. she tells me its up to me, so i gotta figure this out. at this point though, nothings really giving me a reason to stay...

anyways im eating spaghetti, yumm! random i know.

just chillin for a bit before i go to work on a really wasted friday. i could be going to see my friends perform at some cafe but no one told me ahead of time to schedual a day off. my partner mikey and some other badminton players are going to apac tonight and i wont even get to go :[ i feel so left out of things sometimes.

hadda good practice today with mike. for some reason we dont play as good as we do during practice in a real game. honestly if we played how we play during practice in a real game then we would be a huge threat. i guess its just the game time butterflies or something. well only reason im blogging right now at this time of day is because after i go to work then nothing else interesting will come up today so might as well do it now. thanks for reading whoever read. i dont care if you hate me or love me, taking the time out of your day to read all this means something. you know who you are.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

feels like its been forever

damn it feels like its been forever since we took a W but today we did woohoooo. we beat tennyson 8-7 ewww TOO close lol. me n mikeys game was embarrassingly close. too easy to have gone down to the wire like that but w/e a wins a win. i think the whole tennyson team hates me now lol. ahh oh well, join mt edens club.

it also feels like i dont blog much anymore. i just have nothing interesting to say! blehhh my lifes boring.

so me and this girl. ahhh ionno! i dont think she really, i mean REALLY, wants to try it again. and i dont want to get dissipointed again. so im just gonna play it by ear and see what happens. it isnt my decision on what happens this time. actually was it ever?


hmmm.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

good game CV!

yeaaahhh so today was very fun. we hadda game against castro valley and our team got murdered. lol saw that coming. me and mikey actually lost our game but it was wierd. it didnt even feel like a game. it was just quite, emotionless, and no intensity at all. so when we lost it was like oh...we lost. lol. its not like the guys we played were unbeatable but we just wasnt playing like it was a game. ionno why! eh oh well we'll get em next time.

so after that game, i got to talk to my friend chanele who owes me jamba juice woohoo haha. she introduced me to this girl that i forgot her name cuz she didnt say much lol. i also met this girl kristal whos pretty funny. woooooo new friends. oh yeah i killed chanele in this cheering game. wooo no comp!

so then after a bit, we get to run a lil challenge match with me and mike vs castro valley's var 1 and 2 girls singles ingrid (little devil) and chanele. how are they so rawww!? they killed us! yes girls killed us but hey these girls did take 1st place in ncs championships okay calm down.

so after that game, before i can take a little breather, we get challenged again! this time by the girl i just met kristal and her partner (some guy). mannn she wanted to end this new friendship quickly lol jk jk. well we hadda good game but then we had to end it unfinished since we ran out of time so we'll finish next time eh eh?

okay overall! i hadda fun ass day. even though we got killed by cv, our team was all happy afterwords and i think that shows how cool everyone was with eachother. i love playing cv because i get along with them very well. they may be my favorite school to play. i cant wait to go to their place and just have fun again. but i hope i take that W next time haha. well thanks for reading this long ass bs!

good enough chanele!? :P

Sunday, March 22, 2009

2000 and counting!

2000+ views! wooohooooooo! thanks for anyone that comes by and finds my posts worthy of your time to read. i think this gets more views then my myspace haha. thanks everyone! getting more views is what keeps me posting :)

weekend recap

hmm myyy weekend....

friday : had work 4-845 then got out and picked up efrom jordan and mikey and we went to some place in emmeryville to play some badminton until like 12 midnight. then got home and stayed up even longer playin some games on xbox :D

saturday: so the moreau catholic game we had like last week, after our little main event thing, the guys we played said we should come to the open gym they were having this saturday from 8-11. mikey gives him his number and he calls mike so he can get his number in his phone. so we're like alright cool we'll come play with you guys on sat. so yesterday we realize mikey never saved the guys number and so its like 9AM and we decide to take our chances and drive there hoping they were having open gym. since we couldnt call to confirm it we didnt really know. we get there around 930 and find out that there was no open gym after all so we were like awww darn. i was looking forward to playing them too. well we decided to go to zbadminton in union city to play until about 1. i go home n then had work then bla bla bla borrrrrring!

today did nothing but work! mannnn i needa new lifestyle haha so boring. so its finals this week and im not even stressing about them at all like i normally would because my classes are easy as pie. i do, however, have a book report due wednesday :c

well then i hope everyone else had a good weekend of relaxing before this stressfull week.

syracuse all the wayyyy babyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

btw: if ur a friend of mine on myspace and read this, comment my picture please! :D

Thursday, March 19, 2009

wow...

did he really pull out the rulebook though?! i cant believe how that game ended. everyone knows we had it and their coach just ruined the whole game. anyone who saw it knows what im talking about. i dont wanna have to type the whole game just asked me about it sometime. we had that game!!!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

the pressures on

ohhh mannn so tomorrows our first home game! and it just happens to be against the best team in our league mt.eden -_- what a way to debut at home. i have no idea how good their team is this year so your guess is as good as mine. the coaches and many others are expecting a win from me and mikey so i really dont want to let anyone down. i really have to bring my A game, step it up, and give it my all tomorrow. this game will really determine how good me and mikey are as a team. i hope alot of people watch though, i like a good crowd for an intense game. hopefully we give a good show, better yet hopefully we take the win. we shall see. anyone who can make it tomorrow, come through! afterschool in the gym. come support me and the team for our first home game though. wish us luck. LETS DO THIS!

p.s- i hate allergies :'(

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

yayerr

yessss we won! 11-4 woohooo. me and my parnter straight whooped again, 21-14 & 21-7. that 14 was my bad lol was messing up. all of our mens doubles and mix team won again! wooo! toobad we bouta get served back to back home games coming up vs mteden and castro valley :( lets just soak in the glory while it last lol.

so i havent blogged anything interesting inna while sorry anyone who cares. nothing new to post about really.

for some reason i havent been talking to my friends much lately. am i too busy or what? i dont even know. but its nothing more then hi byes. i think its me though.

when i think about it, im not that fun guy i use to be anymore. ive grown to be pretty dull. sometimes i think about everything thats goin on with me with girls and friends and stuff that i would think its them thats changed not me but sometimes i really think its me thats changed. does anyone ever notice im always alone? lol. man what am i doing wrong.

im running out of ideas to say. btw for anyone whos wondering, me and the girl i posted about the other day that randomly went off on me still havent talked lol. so i guess that friendships done.

so you ever have feelings for a girl, or guy (depends on whos reading) and you know it just can never happen! man i hate it lol

Monday, March 16, 2009

GAMEDAY!

VS SL TOMORRROW WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

quiet house (fixed it ivana!)

my house is really quiet now since my mom works out of town again. im pretty much back to bein home alone all dizzaaayyy. so bored.

got a cotillion (however u spell that) to go to later but im not that excited about it cuz no one from my crew is going so imma have like no one to hang out with but then its like i have to go so ugh! bouta be a loner all night lol.

im sitting here doin nothin so just decided to post this ionno why. weeeeeeeeeewoooo! sup everyone

Thursday, March 12, 2009

:(

damnit! we lost to moreau catholic 8-7. all we needed was one more win! me and my partner straight killed 21-10 both sets, but it didnt matter since we lost overall. all of our mens doubles and mix doubles won so yay for us. they stacked so it was unfair. damniiittttttt! we shoulda won! its okay we'll get em next time. hopefully.

so after all the main matches was over, we had like a main event thing going on with me and mikey vs their var 1 and 2 singles in a doubles game. it was only a game for fun but it was very intense with nearly everyone watching. it was a very good game with long rallys. i hope it kept people entertained. we went into third set and i just shut down too tired and we lost. i wasnt really mad since it was for fun but that was a possible HAAL preview since they told us they were planning to play doubles in the tournament this year. afterwords, they said we should come to their saturday open gyms sometime and me and mikey will probably be going next week.

next game is vs SL so we better win that.

one more thing, there was these girls checkin out me and mike. it was funny though because mike said "this happens everytime i go to moreau". we both know how moreau's girls are so we didnt do anything about it. i hope this isnt the first time this happens then maybe i can meet somone new :]

well my day was great. i had a good time. no school tomorrow either?! get a paycheck tommorow?! damn im feelin good.

:)

Monday, March 9, 2009

some good news





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my future?!

holly shit whatta bad day.

so today my day was alllll good. no homework, didnt have to do much in my classes, ran a good practice mile in p.e for tomorrows test, played okay in practice. everything about this day was all good up until the end of practice. they announced the team captains today and there was 3 guy captains and 3 girls. no surprise kevin got the main captain but i didnt even get to be a co-captain? how unexpected but expected at the same time. jerry was another cocaptain and thats not a bad choice because hes deticated and a good team player. then another person got chosen that was pretty unexpected. im not gonna say anything mean but trust me it was unexpected. i think its because im just too competitive or something that people think im cocky. sorry for being to competitive. but w/e. maybe im just not meant to be captain...

BUT thats not even the worst part. so after that news i was pretty dissipointed like wtf how? so i didnt feel like doing anything but i went to cosco with my mom and barely talked to her. then we go home. & so lately ive been noticing an old very close friend to me ignores me now. i come across her myspace and we arent even friends anymore on that so i was like ...?? so i msg her and this is what happend. (this was my reply)

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yeah i know she said dont reply but i had to say something. damn though, wtf did i do?! honestly i have no idea. funny how we use to be bestfriends though. like i didnt need anymore bad shit in my day. i doubt shes gonna try to talk this over and just leave me feeling like crap for who knows what. atleast give me a reason. and if she sees this, i dont even care for making it public.

well im typed out. this has to be my longest post so far. got the rest of my day feelin like jgfhgdfhgj. i dont even know anymore. sorry you had to sit there and read all that crap. just no one to really spill it all too. thanks for reading. stay hip

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Sunday, March 8, 2009

not bad

spent only about 50$ only got 2 shirts and some other lil things. not badddd expected to spend more but hey not much to expect at malls haha

wow first game is in 4 days!!!!!! i wish i had a fresh haircut just cuz its like a special occasion haha.

isabel's cotti is on saturday and i dont know what to wear cuz its formal. i dont wanna go buy a dress shirt but i probably will -_- i have a feeling imma be bored because only one of bros is gonna be there and the rest is people in other groups. hmm we'll see.

TO MY COUSINS: um i dont know how to comment you guys on blogspot lol. so ill just say it here. the prom ticket is 95$ alone! you seriously want me to buy that for someone else?! unless it was someone i was talking to or like going out with then its okay. but i doubt im gonna go to prom with somone like that.

EVERYONE LISTEN TO MY MYSPACE SONG cuz i love em.

be honest, is my blog boring now? i feel it is.

uh oh

bouta hit the mall.
lets hope i dont spend too much
stay tuned to find out haha

Saturday, March 7, 2009

ive been thinking....again

so lately ive been thinking about senior prom coming up. i know forsure theres no date possible for me here at arroyo so damn what do i do! i have no idea who to take :[ i want someone id really have a good time with but i dont know any girls from other schools i can take. i cant imagine going to sr prom dateless! man id feel like sucha loser. hopefully i meet someone that i can take! if i ask somone from another school would i have to pay for her ticket? lol i dont even know. anyone know a cute senior girl willing to take some loser senior guy to prom? single plz. haha dizzzzaaaam. okay its saturday night and im not doing anything! no plans for the weekend once again. maybe ill hit the mall tm. i really need to get some new clothes. out!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

btw

none of the people i follow really post much. how boringgg

im so sore!

damn these past two days been so tiring! yesterday we did all these workouts and lunges and sprints and wall sits so my thighs are sore like whoa! mannn but anyways! so me and mike was training with this raw ass guy yesterday and he taught us SOOO MUCH. dammn it was crazy how much he made us improve. afterwords, me and mike played a real game and we did so much better. my confidence in me and mikes partnership sky rocketed so much haha. dammmmn i cant wait to play again. but thatll have to wait till monday since neither of us can make it to fridays practice. today i just worked on returning smashes with victor. so that helped alot too.

FIRST OFFICIAL BADMINTON GAME @ MOREU NEXT THURSDAY!!!!! HOLLY CRAP I'M JUIIIIIIIICEDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!


so schools been such a drag lately. soooo boringggg. i cant wait to graduate and get outta this boring ass place. i barely have hw but the sad thing is that i dont have anything to do in the free time lol.

damn my legs are sore! after i finish this im bouta lay down.

woooo finale of ABDC tonight and i really dont care who wins because its both of my fave crews. but if i had to pick id say beat freaks deserve it more but quest crew kilt it last week. ahh ionno! just gotta see! anxious though.

why does no one believe me when i say i have no crush on anyone and im not talking to anyone at all and no one likes me!! its so sad that its true and i dont know how its hard to believe. mannnnn someone make it untrue though haha

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

hey its march!

wow i feel like i havent blogged inna while. sorry i kept anyone waiting for some updates!(which i've been told)

so i just got home from Denny's having dinner with the momo. quck pointer, do not order the nachos at Dennys! yucck. it didnt even look inviting lol. best nachos so far is at TGIF.
so me and my mom was talking about my "dad" and why he left me n stuff. i get pretty pissed whenever i talk about him. i told my mom how i dont even like my last name and plan on changing it once i hit 21. i think she understands why. one day i want to make it "big" or just do something to have him regret leaving me. anyways...

badminton practice today was niiiiice. i played my best in a long time today. me and mike were doing really good (at least i think so) and we actually beat andy and victor, the assistant coaches. i think we are the only ones on the team that did so far. that felt good!
starting today, jv and var practices were split again and now its jv from 3:30-4:30 then varsity 4:30-6. so what do i do now until 4:30! i dont wanna go home since i live so far from the school dont wanna go back n forth. i gotta figure that out.

i dont text anymore! no one to talk to! man unless you have a thing with someone going on, having free text and a texting phone seems so useless. bahhhh i miss having some good ol chit chats about anything. im so use to pulling my phone out alot and now i barely do lol.

should i change this song on my blog? hmm...NAHHHH :)

OH! FIESTY FROM RAYJ'S SHOW ON VH1 IS SO FIIIOOONE! im bouta go put her on my who id like to meet on myspace haha. damn shes ooooweeee

k im typed out! thanks for reading if u did.
*hug :D