Say Something,mp3

"But I guess things change, it's funny how someone elses success brings pain."

boo

damn i know i havent posted in forever, no time lately. im gonna try and make this quick with the updates.

halloweens coming and i dont know what imma be or what imma do yet. hmmm..

i now work with both the Golden State Warriors and Forever21 and i'm enjoying both jobs even though it is pretty time consuming. forever21 is fun cuz i do nothing but check out the girls that come in everyday haha ahh i love it. 2 random girls already asked for my number very unexpectedly aha. my cowokers are cool too. having two sources of income is a good feelin lol.

i have come to the conclusion that every one of my class are freakin stupid and are a waste of my time. i regret signing up for each one of them.

midterms are very stressful but im tryna make it through okay. this college life is overwhelming. if you highschoolers think thats tough, you guys have it easy. man i needa break. after this week i may be stress free again. :p

typing this on my new laptop, hp with windows 7. its awesome n i love it.

isnt this the cutest thing ever from vonton? aww i <3 her. always getting me to smile :)

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dunno why she would want to go with me tho! she can get anyone else :p sad thing is i dont know if im going to be able to :\

(reading this over i noticed how the mood shifts right about here haha my bad)



hmm i find myself wondering if anyone on the other side back home is missin me. does anyone still remember me over there? do i ever come up in conversations? if so, for good or bad? bad huh? do i come across anyone elses minds? some nights i really get the urge to talk to my old friends again. especially my old bros again. just to see how theyre doing. no homo but i miss em. bromo. i wanna just forget about what happened and just be cool again. i find myself wanting to say sorry but then i realize im not the one that sould be apologizing. i didnt even do anything wrong towards them. i hate how stubborn i am, i dont wanna cave first. this right here is already showing my weakness in my own dignity. if it came down to it tho, id be willing to be the bigger person and apologize. but i dont see how that would occur with how far its gone already...

ive probably said too much, i knew blogging would bring this shit out in me...w/e...forget it..

till next time.

Real Talk

you can be the prettiest girl around, but if your personality is ugly, im not tryna have it.

ugh

Thank you

I just want to give thanks to anyone that still reads any of the crap I've been saying lately. A lot of thanks goes out to anyone that really read my "I use to" post and gave me a comment to keep my head up especially whoever "Anonymous" was. Its obvious to see, I've lost a friend, or should I say friends, just recently. But losing friends is a part of life right? They come and go. Its just the fact that they were really close friends to me that really hurt me. But dont worry, im going to be alright. Life goes on. I just want to assure everyone I am doing fine. Like my friend Malina says, "Only people who matter in your past, will make it into your future".

Sorry for these stupid sad posts lately,I'll try to post some cheering ones soon. Damn though, 7 (when i posted this) people thought my "I use to" post was sad and 4 people related. Thats something I wouldnt want people to relate to because its honestly one of the worst emotional feelings to ever have. So whoever can relate to that post, just read over Malina's quote and believe that shit cuz its really true.

on a follow up of my last post before this one, the reason I posted that was because alot of people tell me "Tony, why wont you just go to tumblr, its better and everyone else is doing it". I only think tumblr looks better but seriously, literally ALL i see on people's tumblrs are quotes and pictures, never any meaningful posts. thats why I stick to blogspot, not only because mines is already something special to me, but because blogspot is meant to be where you spill shit to like i do. I dont care how popular or dead this site is, im going to stick with it. i dont care who reads this, or what crap they say about it. I know i say some real deep personal crap on here, but its just because i really dont have any friend that im truly comfortable with telling everything im feeling to. and for some reason i dont even know, people find them interesting enough to read even when they're super long. why is that? is it the way i type or something? lol. my little diary with every grammatical error you can think of :)


well yeah, thanks again to whoever still reads! i hope im saying the right things to keep you readers coming back. damn 10300+ hits? mmm yummy. and to anyone who can relate to my crap, keep your heads up, dont let that shit keep u down k?

stay hip.