yeahhhh...

out of my surprise, she texted me one morning, waking me up. normally i would ignore morning txt and get back to sleep but i didnt wanna miss the chance to talk to her. we just had a lil conversation about college, nothing special, until she stopped replying as usual. i'd say it was worth waking up early for lol. *sigh* if only she knewwww.

dnt think girls are the only ones hoping for certain someones txts. guys do it to. dont lie

btw, that was not this morning, if u notice the date/time. just wanted to share it. plus she doesnt read this stuff anyways :Y

the dates has changed

July 12th
will be when i move.
our time left is slowly but surely fading.
and yet you do nothing about it.

is this true?

Coming from the words of a wise, i guess this goes for guys, :

"If she dresses sexy, you think shes a slut. If she argues with you, shes hard headed. If shes quite, she doesn't care. If she calls you, shes clingy. If you call her, she should be happy. If she doesn't love you, you'd try to win her. When she loves you, you'd leave her. If she don't fuck you, shes a tease. If she does, shes easy. If she tells you her problems, you say shes irritating. If she don't, than you say she doesn't trust you. If she lectures you, shes just tryna pick an argument. If you lecture her, its cause you care. If she breaks a promise, you cant trust her anymore. If you break a promise, its cause you had to. If she cheats, its over. If you cheat, you want another chance."

ionno where he got it but credits to Francis. i didnt make this up. i was just asked on what i think about it.

dudes, is this true? what does everyone think about this? i dont think all guys are like this, like me :D, but thats my opinion. its got me pretty interested in what others would think about this whole thing. what do YOU think?


p.s- hi vivian! new reader woohooo:)

good thing i'm a lefty!

i put up another beat to have playing in the background while you guys read. what do you think? i can never get tired of this beat :)

transformers is a bomb ass movie. recommend it to anyone!

currently; chillin, relaxing, enjoying summer, should be looking for a job, playing basketball alot, loving my "who i'd like to meet" so sexy, loving each comment i get on my new myspace pic cuz each one is funny haha. go comment it! :)

while playing ball today, i took a really nasty fall. i was going for the ball when my defender clipped my foot in my stride and i went down hard. got the wind knocked out of me and i couldnt get up for a while. i landed on my shoulder and scraped my arm and my knee and the bleeding was goin on for a while. after a bit, i regained my breath and got up and back into the game. you know how they say "ouch, your gonna feel that tomorrow" well yeah im beginning to feel it already and it hurts right now. my right arm is pretty painful. man im so injure prone wtf! aghhhh. anyways.... im going to ball tomorrow at logan! hahaha wooo. good thing i'm left handed! :)

so i guess now that highschools over, so is our friendship? i dont know... we dont talk at all anymore. and when we meet up sometimes, its pretty awkward. just a "hi-bye" thing again. i had a feelin we were growin apart but ionno its still kinda disappointing thats how it ends. was it me? or was it you? whos really going to say, right? well like i've been told countless times, friends come and go. Time is the ultimate test on who will be with you till the end, through thick and thin. I guess between us, we've failed that test. Goodbye old friend.

7000+ and still rollin.

the views keep coming. im surprised even though i dont blog as much as i use to. it means alot to me :)

eating rice&eggs. no plans today. i think everyones doing something without me. transformers deuce comes out tomorrow! i needa find a date for that :p

the day is set.

about JULY 15th.

tennyson here I come. :/ ....

I'm Here.

One day, if your ever feeling down and out,
or feeling so blue like nothing can make u cheer up.
i want you to think of me.
not to sound conceited, just bare with me here.
think of all the great moments we shared,
the good conversations we had,
the relaxing times we had together,
the fun we would endure with one another.
even if we haven't been through a lot,
or we've been through it all together,
just think of one moment where I've made you laugh,
something ive done that was really stupid.
think of me giving you a hug when you need it most.
i just want you to know that I'd be there for you,
no matter who you are.
if you feel you have no one to turn to,
know that im here for you.
cuz i know exactly what it feels like in that situation,
to really need someone to lean on but have no one.
to feel completely alone.
it sucks.
so i just hope that next time ur down,
think of us,
and know that im here for u.
i'm always willing to lend you an ear,
to listen to any of your troubles at the moment,
or a shoulder to lean on, or cry on.
i just hope in some way,
i can be the reason you'd smile again.


If I've ever really helped someone that's down,
than I've done my job.


From the heart right there.

what is that 1 week?

1 whole week without reposting huh? my bad everyone lol. i was right in my last post when i said nothing worth blogging will happen anytime soon. but hey might as well update since i have nothing else to do.

ionno if this is good but i still havent really talked to my mom since last thursday after she ruined my grad night. maybe after a while week i'll let it go. eh?

so far all i've been doing is playing basketball. i got to throw in one day of badminton this week. whew am i rusty lol. i cant even remember when the last day i played before that day. as for basketball, been playing at the James Logan courts alot lately. almost every other day. im getting kinda better there, forreals i normally suck ass on those courts but my games picked up lately. woohooo. i wouldnt be surprised if i end up going atleast one more time before this weeks over.

marcs "BBQ" was alright. it was cool seeing some of my friends again. maryjo! i missed her and her hugs! i still wear her "BestHugs" bracelet she made me. and hi binkyboo! returning the shoutout woot :D

i've been really lazy to apply for a new job for the summer. im pretty sure this is going to come back and bite me in the butt like "damn i shoulda found a job sooner" ahhhhh oh well relaxings cool and i have enough money to hold my own right now. tryna have a fun maybe last summer with the buddys over here.

for some reason i feel like having a summer fling. yeah i know thats random but its just what im feelin right now. maybe possibly bring up some old ones? starting to talk to some friends that i havent talked to inna while. ahh ionno i'll just let time work its magic. knowing me, i'll probably end up empty handed lol.

one more thing, lately ive been getting comments saying "you seem like a nice person after reading ur blogs" i dont know why lol. do i even say nice things on here? i really just talk about gibberish. but oh well i hope im saying the right things then :)

thanks for ur time. c:

• transformers 2 anyone?

someone remind me what girls likes in a guy. whats it take to get noticed nowdays? it seems like girls standards are set so high now. im getting too old for this new generation of girls taste in guys. lol what am i saying? i dont even know anymore :p blablabla "wth tony?"

its all over

high school is over! i cant even believe it. doesnt even feel like it either. i wont be seeing most of anyone from there anymore. damn why hasnt it hit me? i didnt even cry like i thought i wouldve. maybe im just not personally that sad. the ceremony was pretty fun though, i looked like a monk in the cap n gown lol. well its all over everyone. im gonna miss everyone of my friends. there are literally only 2 people i know going to sjsu and im not close to either.

after the ceremony, as everyone goes to have a good dinner with their whole family, me on the other hand has an argument with my mom that causes no family dinner at all and she pretty much ruined my night. i havent talked to her since last night, i dnt know how to forgive her for ruining my one special night. all i wanted was a good family dinner with everyone but that was too much to ask for. whatever... then i just went and kicked it with the friends.

anyways, its officially summer! i needa go find a job again -_-. i dont know where to search? i'll figure it out. with all this free time on my hands, i dont know what i'll be doing. i hope i get to hang out with some friends from arroyo that told me "we have to hang out in the summer" at the ceromony.

some things im looking forward to :

• moving to Tennyson?
• college is almost here!
• meeting new people
• relaxing
• some new job
• hanging out with u!

btw; i doubt i'll be doing much exciting things in the next days to come, soooo i might not update as much. my bad if u guys want more. but u can change that! just make me have something to post about :]

well hey, its summer, if u have my number, and wanna kick it, just hit me up! im only oneeeee call awayyy. :D

THE LAST DAY!!!!!

in about 18 hours im gonna be wearing a cap and gown with all of my family and friends with me. i cant wait! im pretty sure im going to cry once i see everyone else crying. damn i cant believe its all over. ill post one after its all done with. until then, hope i see u at graduation!


sleeping over morgans tonight with marc. theres rehearsal in like 9 hours and we're just chillin hahaha. im bouta go to bed though.


btw; thanks to everyone who signed my yearbook! theres TONS of people i didnt get to have sign it. sorry i didnt get to u :\

the series of last

alright so i was suppose to blog about prom but didnt get to so here we u go! well prom was a great time for me, being dateless wasnt even that bad. i have to admit, i do not believe the party bus was not worth $60. it was all small and compact. there was a pole to dance on but there wasnt even any room if u were to use it! i got some good pictures and if ur my friend on myspace u should go comment :] there were barely any girls i knew that were wearing orange! so i took the professional pictures with denise. i didnt mind that :p. i danced up quite a sweat phewww. me and james was doin stupid ass stuff all over the dance floor. one of the funniest moments was when there was techno music playing and he was dancing all crazy and this white girl trys to dance with him and he just pushes her off hahahaha. id say the only bad thing about prom was that they played mostly mexican music which i cant dance to D: and that afterwords, i got HELLA sick. i dont even know how though. but i just had to go straight home after prom. the next day (sunday) i did nothing but stay in bed the whole day.

after feeling so shitty for one whole day though, i thought it would take forever for me to feel better. but tonight im feeling a whole lot better. jesses and others been tellin me to drink water so ive drank alot of bottles these past 24 hours. francis told me to drink apple juice so ive been drinking alot of that too. morgan told me sweating helps feel better so playing basketball actually helped alot too. sorry vonton i didnt get any 7up D: but thanks to everyone that helped me get better! btw the reason i didnt blog yesterday about prom was cuz i got sick! but since i feel better, here i am :]

so starting last friday was when "the series of last" began. last friday of highschool, last monday etc etc. tomorrow is a half day for seniors and thats it! we have senior breakfast on wednesday then graduation on thursday and its all over! im gonna miss everyone. whoever reads this, sign my yearbook! i would love for someone that reads my blogs to sign my yearbook :) look for me to sign it tomorrow!!!

on sunday i looked at a house in tennyson. my mom likes it alot so after dorming and during the summer n stuff, i would return back here but be in tennyson maybe? not so sure about it yet but thats a possibility right now. time will tell.

"anyone who thinks theyre popular in highschool, going into college is like going from a big fish in little water to a little fish in big water. " -Mrs. Preston. good quote.

DUDE....

PROM IS TOMORROW. WHAT?! GRADUATING IN 6 DAYS WHAAAAT?!?!!??! i can see the finish line! i dont know if i should be happy or sad?

i wish

i'll say one of these during 11:11 sometime.

i wish i didn't think too much
i wish we were still friends not acquaintances
i wish we didnt grow apart
i wish i wanted to stay here
i wish i hadda reason to stay here
i wish my family was close
i wish i can see my little brother
i wish i had someone that tells me everything and to them i the same
i wish i wasn't the guy i am today
i wish we didnt have to talk behind eachothers back
i wish i hadda friend going to the same college as me
i wish i didnt have to bottle everything up
i wish i hadda date to prom
i wish someone understood me
i wish someone helped me for once
i wish we still talked
i wish we could just get along
i wish i was better at basketball
i wish badminton season wasnt over
i wish we didnt have to end like this
i wish you still had love for me
i wish i celebrated fathers day
i wish you were the same with me, when its just us, around others
i wish i was a kid again
i wish i hadda chance with her
i wish she even noticed me
i wish i wasnt so good at hiding everything with a smile
i wish i hadda motorcycle already
i wish youd drive me for once
i wish gas prices didnt keep rising
i wish we'd just tell eachother everything instead of living two faced
i wish graduation can just happen already
i wish u werent so far away
i wish i make him regret leaving me, in the future
i wish i wasnt so closed when it comes to this crap
i wish blogspot wasnt what i had to talk deep to
i wish these thoughts didnt always run through my mind
i wish i wasnt such a wishful thinker
i wish wishes came true...

6000!

6000+ views! i dont even update as often anymore since its the same ol' routine now but hey its still going :) just got off counterstrike with jenae haha. im soooo tired. only umm 7 days of school left! wooooooooohoooooooo! mannn i cant wait. hmmmm i'll try to post something meaningful later on today. :) hi new followers fave and leslie :D!

HAPPY JUNE!

angela's gay pass it on! :}


officially 9 more school days left WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!