My Weakness With Girls.

Only a few know this,
and I know I'm not suppose to publicize my weaknesses,
but I feel like saying it will help me get overcome it.
I have one major weakness when it comes to girls,
and that weakness can be one of the simplest things,
and yet it is so complicated to me.
That weakness is...

Eye Contact.

I suck at it!
Yeah, stupid right?!
Every time I happen to have eye contact with a girl,
my eye reflexively looks away....fast!
Like, I even know it makes her know I was looking,
and my awkward look-away just shows it even more,
but my reflex does it anyways!
I don't want to sound conceited,
but even when I know a girl is looking at me,
I can't return eye contact without looking away.
It's really my weakness!
At my job of Forever21,
you don't even know,
HOW many times this happens to me!
Especially when it's someone I wouldn't mind meeting,
I tend to look away and walk in a different direction.
Is it because I'm too inexperienced at this?
Not that type to do some smooth check out look?
No game?
Too shy?
Scared of doing something ugly when she looks?
Scared I have something on my face like ketchup?
Scared I have a pimple as huge as a mosquito bite that
looks worse in another person's eyes?
I don't know what it is but,
I SUCK AT EYE CONTACT!
Plain and simple.
So yeah...someone help me :[

(This only applies for girls I haven't met yet lol )