commercial break!

im typing this up during a commercial break of kanye west's storytime on vh1. damn this is nice its like being at one of his concerts.

so i got my racket replaced yay. got some new gear for badminton too so im juiced to play again.
driving to sunnyvale wasnt all that bad. for some reason i love driving over a bridge. something about seeing a whole body of water and the destination on the other end of the bridge that just looks so nice.

ohp the shows back but ill finish this.

ive got nothing planned this weekend but work. even though i have the nights off for once, i dont even have plans! no one to go kick it with. sucks having no friends that drive. you are only limited to how far you wanna drive, and i tend to try n save gas money so dont drive much unless its something really fun. i want to go far places though and have fun. but for once i want to sit shotgun this time. know what i meaaan?

i think my blogs kinda died down. i dont know if anyone really reads it anymore lol. maybe im just not interesting anymore. atleast thats how i feel right now. not interesting at all.



*after publishing and seeing this:
i just thought to myself "damn this is post is long, who really read all the shit lol"

sssssnap!

dammit! i snapped my rackets frame today! while we were playing the assistant coaches Andy and Victor, i was gonna smash but rimmed it with like all my strength since my intent was to smash and it made a snap noise. i was about to take the serve when my partner said "oh crap dude ur racket." and i looked down and the frame was done. i was like heartbroken hahaha. so i had to use my backup which i didn't use in so long and it felt so weird. i couldn't adjust and breaking my racket kind of threw my whole mindset off and we lost in third set :\

well its okay after practice i called the place i got my racket and the guy said he can replace it for me at no cost so its all good. only bad thing is that i have to drive to sunnyvale again. and thats like a 45 minute drive and suppesbly theres suppose to be a storm coming in this weekend! :[ the store opens at 11 and to top it off i have work at 1. damm hope i make it.

for some reason, these pass few days i havent really ben talking to anyone lately. i barely even talked to the one girl i can always talk to. i was just really down for some reason. i dont even know why. im probably just have too much on my mind.

sighhhh

not playing so good

so lately i havent been playing my best in badminton. this new partnership is kinda hard but we just gotta get use to rotating around the court. the hard thing is me and mike can get most birdies so its our reaction to go for most of them and that makes us tend to go for the same hit then get confused. we just gotta work on that and we'll be fine. we had ranked matches today and we're shooting for Var 1. our first game was kinda dissipointing even though we won but its cuz it was too close. closer than it shouldve been. the last team in our way for var 1 is playing us tomorrow. im pretty confident about that and about getting the var1 spot but i want to show me and my new partner can really be a threat. lets hope so !

i got whooped by Bianca in basketball today hahaha. shes rawww. n adorable at the same time.

my arms kind of sore :\ daammn got hw to do!

i still cant believe i got 1000 hits and still going strong! i prolly get more views here daily then my myspace haha. keep tuning in everyone! i hope im saying things interesting enough to keep u guys comin back. :)

over 1000!

1000 + HITS BABY! WOOOOO!!! thanks to whoever reads!

missing things

i miss alot of things
i miss having good talks
i miss hanging out with ALL the bros
i miss what we use to have
i miss having a girl by my side
i miss my real little brother
i miss my grandma :\
i miss being a kid
i miss my old classmates
i miss having a best friend
i miss casey carlson on american idol
i miss chewy! :[
i miss having things to do
i miss my old house
i miss having an actual family dinner with everyone
i miss dave chappelle
i miss TALKING ON THE PHONE. all i do is txt now :\
i miss us
i miss the old you not the new
i miss knowing what it takes to get a girl

im done. my bodies tired from practice.
bleh

for some reason

i cant help but feel i dont belong anymore. hmm... its prolly just me.

its all good

soooo today was really boring. i failed to make a bowl in ceramics hahaha damn i suck at that.
we finally had afternoon practice in the gym! damn it felt good.
today was the day the new teams were arranged. i think everyones happy because richard and anthony are really good and me n mike are really good. things turned out great! i think everyones happy woohoo :]

hadda good convo with a friend of mine after practice. just to set things straight. everythings good and we'ere cool! i hate her though :] no jk haha

oh here some shout outs to people i recently found out reads any of this crap :
aye jesse!
hi tulip! :D
yooo andrew
hi nadine? dunno if she came back lol

and if i missed you, make urself known! leave one.
late.

a whole weekend?

without an actual txt conversation.

having no one to talk to makes you really think about everything :(

fresh cut!

yes finally got a haircut. just to let u guys know i hate my hair long and love it short so woo hooo im happy. i feel like playing a game of badminton, feels like its been a while since i actually played a game.

its starting to rain again mann i hate the rain. makes me feel so lazy.

hi everyone :]

i couldnt have said it better.

This is a comment i got on one of my blogs:

frncissdominc said...

I know I'm only a kid that you see at school. But reading your blogs, not only can I relate to them, I can also understand where your coming from. From reading too what your thought's are, you don't deserve to be a guy to just be friends with. Your basically that boyfriend. Every girl surpasses, and misses what's right in front of them is all they need. You have a lot of love too give and you, yourself cannot just wait to give it to them. Your most deserving. Not being with a girl shouldn't bring you down. Like you said, your a "nice" guy. And not all nice guys finish last. What I would say is wait, wait for that girl to come to you. You don't need her now, just open your eyes to the love around you. Your surrounded by it. And enjoy your Senior year, your only able to live it once. Not enough people take advantage of that. I just wanted to take this time to tell you that. Don't give up, they may not be in this area, but she is somewhere. You'll know who she is. You'll get those butterflies that everybody speaks of. And when you two finally meet and be with each other, she'll be the lucky one to have such a great guy like you who's sincere and cares by her side. :)

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HOLY DAM can i get an AMEN!?
good stuff francis that touched me. props man
even though we dont talk much u got my respect.

im pooped

damn what a tiring day. practice in the morning, dodgeball tournament at lunch (we lost but oh well), basketball in p.e was competitive for the first time ever, just got home from ballin up at the park. mannn im so tired. we were suppose to have the gym afterschool for badminton but freakin wrestling had to set up for the HAAL tournament tomorrow.

so we decided to wait on the big decision till monday. everyone is saying its a good idea if we do it and it would be better for the team so i think we're going to make it final on monday. damn i hope this works out for everyone.

if u read this, give a shout out in my chat box on the right side yeah yeah? :P

i miss the feelin of having a girl to talk to lol.

what a HOT day

holy moly was today hot. how random? rains for days straight then the sun shows up haha. well today was a cool day. we did nothing but drills in practice so that was pretty boring. I DIDNT SLEEP IN CLASS! damn that was surprising because if u read my last post, i didnt get a very good one last night haha. i made a squirtle in ceramics and it came out pretty niiiice.

it was senior night for basketball. last game how sad. it was nice though because both var girls and guys killed. my bro morgan started off on fireee but then he didnt get to play much more haha. in a way im sad basketballs over because i enjoyed watching their games but at the same time im happy because now we can have afterschool practice! woo hooo!

so i was purposed a new partnership in badminton today,
this is a tough decision because i dont really wanna let my partner go
we've been through alot and i dont really wanan just end it
but i think it would be a better move for the team.
he's got another year in front of him so hes still got time.
i dont know what's gonna happen, we'll talk to coach about it tomorrow.
this is gonna be a tough decision...

not good

i think these 6 AM practices and after school conditionings are getting to me,
i always go home so tired now and then end up knocking out on my bed
then i wake up so early. i just woke up!
then gotta do hw then gotta get back up at 5:45
to get ready to go again!
this routine is not good and i need more sleep. mannn im drained
bouta just bs this hw so i can get back to sleep.

man i cant wait for my haircut already!

ohhh snap

y not TOE KNEEE: helloo im tony, that guy on blogspot ur following?
chinaballer25: yeah i love your blogs
y not TOE KNEEE: whaaat? liar
chinaballer25: no really
y not TOE KNEEE: how?
chinaballer25: because it shows what guys like you are thinking and that theres nice guys out there and your sweet.
y not TOE KNEEE: aww :D
y not TOE KNEEE: wait i say sweet stuff on there? lol

awww that was nice.
and i've never met her before so that shows people i dont know actually read this!
haha dam this blogs doing better then i expected. c:
sweeeeeet first new friend off blogspot haha but didnt even get her name D:

btw, i accidently exced the chat box when she signed off but this is an attempt to recreate what she said. its not fake tho! :)!

its official

theres no girl in this area for me.
i dont know what im doing wrong here
man time to get outtttttttt!

lol

a conversation during practice

*while watching the returning players play*

me: man these guys played when i just started my first year, they're raw.
guy: they look good
me: yeah i looked up to them when i began
guy: dude i just started and seriously i look up to you
me: what!? forreals?
guy: yeah mos def
me: damn man, thanks.

damn that makes me feel good knowing that forreals.
i guess im doing something right.

damn

there was so many things i wanted to ask u that night
even though it seemed like i didnt have much to say
my mind was building up so many questions.
that ive wanted answered for a long time now
but i think it was for the best that i held em back.

who knows, right?

sooo

so valentines day wasnt as bad as i thought it would be
so i had a date for valentine very unexpectedly last minute
so its been like 4 years since i had a valentine
so friday the 13th is a weakass movie
so the nachos at TGIF is the best
so im bouta play ALOT of games tomorrow at practice
so tomorrows the day the coaches announce whos on varsity badminton
so supposebly im not a good partner?
so i cant wait for tomorrow
so im running out of updates
so i just recently made up with an old friend
so im gonna wait till last minute to do my hw
so i have no idea if theres a girl for me right now
so im done.

i almost forgot!

hi tulip! i know you come here sometimes so hope you see this ! :]

Happy valentines day.

so yeah another year with no girl to celebrate it with.
no surprise though. atleast thats what i think.
damn friday was gay at school
everyone all lovey dovey with their roses and chocolate
during 2nd block, some classmates were recieving roses sent by other people
am i a loser for hoping one was for me?
too bad there wasnt any
but oh well.
ive said it before and ill say it again, this holidays a waste
just shoves it in ur face that ur single.
sorry to sound so gloomy.

well all that aside, i hope everyone else has a good valentines day
enjoy the day with that special someone.
take the time to let em know you enjoy their times with them.
have a good smile together and enjoy the moments
i know i would if i could.

lets play it by ear.

var 2!?

so i guess i spoke too soon. me and my partner lost today and got ranked down in badminton to var 2. mannnnnnnn it was so sad. he knew it was the game that made us var 1 or var 2 and he let it get to his head and couldnt perform. i tried to calm him down but it wasnt working. dammit! we'll get it back hopefully, but im thinking if he couldnt handle that pressure, do we even deserve var 1? because var 1 mens doubles is like the most watched game and its a shit load of pressure so i dont know if he can handle it. as bad as i want to be var 1 again, i know i can handle it, but its my partner im iffy about. we'll see how it plays out.


my girl casey carlson made final cuts of 36 on american idol yesssss!!!! shes so fiooooone!

won both of our dodgeball games today at lunch it was fun and intense. cant wait to go again.

man i gotta do hw now. i wonder if anyone reads this crap?

everythings alright.

currently undefeated in the badminton games for ranks. my girl casey carlson made it through another round of american idol and i hope she makes it tomorrow. no homework. just did laundry. just ate a croissant. pay days coming up. maybe talking to someone?

everythings looking good :)

am i blind?

is there something im not seeing?
is what i've been looking for right under my nose?
if so, how do i know?
i think im too blind to see it.
is there someone trying to let me know that?
for some reason i feel like
i havent gotten what ive been looking for
because i havent realized i had it the whole time.
but then when i think about it
i dont really think this is possible
my minds messing with me



lol im stupid.

props to kanye

i read an article about an interview of kanye west today. he said that blogging is soothing to him, like therapy. i must say i feel the same way.

valentines day

so yeah its coming up and once again none for me
i dont really like this holiday
it kinda rubs it in singles people face like
"aw haw your single"
then u see everyone else all lovey dovey.
aww so jealous.
wish i had a valentine
id make it sweet n stuff and put alotta thought into it.
siiiiiighhhhhh

one day

omg

i had some "new chinese buffet" today that place is really good. ill be coming back forsure. i played my worst badminton today, was so pissed off n tired at the same time. im bouta go all out next week though watch out opponents.

leave me alone!
i barely know you. your wierd.
i try to be nice but its hard lol.
stop blowin up the phone D:

sorry

sorry i havent been updating alot lately. kinda too tired to do any of this. morning practice and afternoon blablabla. mann im tired. our badminton teams looks... eh? but ill try and make the best of it. i met some new friends and theyre cooooooooool. yay my bodies back in shape now and i can do alotta running wooohooo! well im outta ideas for now. nightaaa


i was probably wrong again
she doesnt see me the way i see her
i think its time to let it go
its obvious we wont go anywhere
i wish...

ouch

shout out to bryan he told me to post today lol. love ya bro.

first day of badminton practice was today and all we did was run from 630-730 straight. my legs was so soar and i was so tired after i slept in like half my classes. then we had to test on a square in p.e like of all days haha. oh man im tired i gotta sleep early now, practice ever morning @630AM. cant wait to hit tomorrow though :]

im starting to feel
like she wants to talk with me too.
like its not only me wanting to talk to her
but i cant help but think its all in my head.
no surprise if it is
is it just me?
give me a sign...

wow...

cardinals lost cant believe it. but oh well goodgame. very intense. anyways, badminton starts this weeek!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait bouta be fun fun fun. i have homework to do but dont wanna do it so im posting this haha. well any badminton players reading this ill see you guys tomorrow :D