Dear Everyone,

Hey! sup everyoneeeeeeee. typing this from my dorm right now. man oh man do i have so much to say but too little time. im sorry for never updating anymore. im barely ever online anymore. but i promise i wont just disappear off the face of the earth. i'll try to update when i have time! who reads this crap anymore though right? :P

WELL! college is GRRRRRRREAT! i freakin love it. we have unlimited access into this like buffet of food ahhh! and it changes everyday. mmmmm.

my classes arent all that hard. BUT LET ME TELL YOU, i got HOOKED UP!!!! first off, parking here for ONE semester (3-4 monthhs) is $316 right, i talked to this guy that used someone elses spot for like a year and got a hookup at this spot inna underground apartment garage with this old dude that was renting out his spot. $30/month! he just wanted 6 months in advance so thats $180 for 6 months! wowwww :) so i saved about $400 right there.

THEN, while getting my books, one of my friends said that if i have financial aid, i can be eligibal for renting up to $150 of books for free. i go apply for it at the office and meet this nice ol' viet lady. so in order to get the books, i have to go to the book store and find the new prices. i go and get the prices of these two books that im required to get, and they are both atleast $140+ each! AHH! so im expecting to just get one right, so then im talking to the viet lady and shes like "oh my gootness dis so expensif, im going to hep u ok?" and im like yeah sure. so she hooks me up with BOTH the books i needed for free! so thats another $300 saved! WOWWW. im so lucky :) $700 saved just like that, my momma would be proud.

let me tell you guys about the ladies..... ohh mannn the ladies. ahhh i love it. so beautiful. and it gets sooo fuckin hot around SJ so all the girls are in short shorts and MM MMM! ahhh. i've met so many already, i cant keep track of their names lol.

im planning on going to a BBQ later on tonight with mike and eric.... haha honestly while typing this, eric just called me to tell me to get ready. big frat/sorority bbq tonight! like 100+ people attending. im juiced. will i do anything bad? hmm we'll see. dont worry i can control myself. im the best person to not give into peer pressure. but im down for w/e tonight. haha :D

I LOVE COLLEGE!

and i love you too!

im going back to my house on saturday to get some stuff and a haircut. i miss my nikkas tho bouta kick it with them hopefully.

WELL, i really gotta cut this off right about now, gotta go hit the BBQ. stay safe everyone. thanks for reading. hope everyones enjoying their new school year. geeze you kiddos are getting old ;)

K.I.T!

Coming from my dorm in SJSU,
-TonLoc

Left Unsaid

ever have something you wanted to say,
but inside u just know u shouldnt?
there's always been things that i wanted to tell certain people.
but sometimes, in my mind, they're just better left unsaid.
if its something on the serious side, i usually ask myself
"what am i trying to get out of this?"
or
"is there even a point?"
there are things i just want to say,
but inside i dont think it would change a thing between us.
maybe because its too late.
maybe im just scared to say it.
am i too shy to say it?
or do i have too much pride to say it?
for example, theres things i wanna tell a certain person,
but i know its pointless since we'll barely see eachother anymore.
there are certain things i wanna tell another person,
but we arent even cool like that.
sometimes the consequences of saying a certain thought,
may seem worse then the benefits.
im the type of person that is always thinking about
what will happen if this happens or that.
and even as bad as i want to say some things,
i tend to play it safe and hold it in.
does anyone else ever think some things are best left unsaid?
the bad thing about this is that,
"what if?" will always be in the back of my mind.
i will always wonder what would happen if i ever did say what i really felt.
but thats just how i am.
to me, some things are just better left unsaid.

ya feel?

we back on it

hello world. i know i know, where the hell have i been right? ionno why but i havent blogged in the past whole week! just been too lazy. but dont worry, im here to please once again. (not really -_-)

ight so updates eh? hmm lets see! well, friday was jonies c u later bbq. it was fuuuuuuuuun. got to see all my friends again. what a long drive though agh! i lost a bet to morgan that there wasnt gonna be a toll fee and there was D: awwww jonie looked nice. she was moving out to merced with her sister for college the next day. we all chilled, played some pool (i challenge you), some super smash bros (i challenge you), and some basketball (ionno about this one lol). well we stayed till like 3AM. it was kinda sad to say our goodbyes. but i know jontay will be back for visits. she promised me we're gonna kick it again! i know it wasnt goodbye though, its just c u later. and i shall :) jonie if ur reading this, i hope you like ur new place and have fun in college! stay safe and cool 8) dont forget about me!

saturday, i went to the movies with my friend stephanie cuz she aimed me like "damn im so bored nothing to do tonight" and i thought heyyy me too so i told her "heyyy me too lol lets watch district 9" and vual-la! on this topic : district 9 is one of the best movies ive ever watched. may be in my top list of best 09' movie. super recommended! see it!

sunday i had a family reunion for this ritual for my beloved grandma. man i miss her, has it really been a year already? feels like just yesterday... :'( it was nice seein my cousins again though, been a while. well it was so scary dude, during the ritual, this monk was saying alotta mumbo jumbo and then all of a sudden, the whole house lost its power. the lights went out! how scary right?! it was like 10 AM and perfect weather out. ohh man was that a sign?? after the whole thing was over, the power was still out, and we headed out to eat. on the way to the car, we noticed that the streetlights were off too, so i guess the whole area lost its power. right when we pulled out, the streetlights went back on. oh my god thats like something u see in the movies! if it was my grandma that did that to show she was there with us, i hope she knows i miss her!

school started today for most of my friends that i hang out with. who the hell do i hang out with now! D: well i head out to the dorm this saturday, i have HELLA shit to bring man. i talked to my roomate about what we should bring and he seems cool. we're bouta have TWO fridges in our dorm since me and him have one each haha niceeee. im so juiiiiiiiiced! school starts next monday for me. i can not wait.

i have to come back next friday though cuz i have traffic school next saturday. gayyyyy. after that though, im probably going to be visiting maybe every other weekend, if not, probably even later. its finally starting to hit me, college is here. the start of a new chapter in our lives. i hope everyone enjoys it and takes advantage of everything college has to offer. i know i will :)

well then! this is my official last week of summer. dam it went by fast. i need to start packing soon. looking back at my summer, id say it wasnt that bad. couldve been alot better but it couldve been worse. i enjoyed chillin with the people i got to chill with. :) hope ur summer was great too :D

well stay tuned for more updates. i hope you return to read another day! ty for your time!

stay hip.
B)

TY EVERYONE

i just want to thank everyone that took the time to wish me a happy birthday yesterday. i dont know how all these people found out it was my birthday since i never really made it known it was coming (im guessing myspace lol). even though im sure not everyone of them read this, i just wanna say thanks to everyone that commented me saying it on myspace & facebook, everyone that texted, everyone that tweeted, everyone that called (pio lol :D), and everyone that xanga'ed.... HAHAAA JKJK. xanga!? omg middle school days. anyways though, i really appreciated it, made me feel berry goot :)

for those wondering what i did, i just went out to eat with my mom and then spent the night chillin with morg, jesse, efrom, kevin, (whoa the whole slangs crew reunite! :O) and nugget (-_-) not a big crowd but these are like my closest friends so i cant really think of a better way to spend my birthday....besides clubbing... ahhh one day. (;

for my birthday, my mom said she'd pay the whole $490 ticket i have. AWWW :'( man! if it wasnt for that ticket though, that money could have gone to a great gift D: but im very thankful for that. fckn ticket! sjkahajhfja!

one last thing, i want to thank everyone that gave me a birthday blog shoutout! i went to the dashboard to see my name in all these lil blogs haha :D check em out though, then follow them if yous a boss like me 8)

(click to see, in no special order, just who posted em first haha)

• FAVES! (i love this one haha its so cute!, fave made my favorite one :o!)
• BinkyBoo's
• VivvyWivvy's
• Malina's (only one without a nickname aww :c )
• LeslieBear's

did i miss any? maybe i dont follow you to have noticed? nahh doubt it, but if i did lemme know!

yupyup! ty for reading, ty for wishing me happy birthday, if u didnt, then this is where our friendship ends, okay everyone have a good day/afternoon/night! whenever you read this :D

p.s- j.k we're still friends, i forgive you :)

ahh man, im 18. im an old fart now D:

ayeee

sorry i been M.I.A yall. nothing much to talk about n ive been lazy. just mostly been playing basketball with the bros and chillinnnn. about 2 more weeks until im off to the dorm! ahhhhhhh! im juiced! i needa start buying stuff for my dorm soon. the only thing im surely going to bring is my fridge lol. damn can you believe summer is over in like 2 weeks?! wow it went by fast. maybe its cuz i cant wait for college that its going by so fast lol. when should i start packing? hmm.. and maybe i should contact my roomate already lol.

speaking of college though, jonie is going away to merced like ummm in 1 week? ohhh noooooo! imma miss jontay. cuz she is a loos-sah! hahaha "excuse me sa!" :P mannn jonie we gotta continue hanging out though k! she said shes gonna try and come back every weekend. hope sooooooooo weeeeeeeeee :D

oh man so u know those redlight cameras? i got one! for failing to go to a complete stop for a right turn. wowwwwww. guess how much it was though...$436! then i have to take traffic school so thats another $54 which added together, multiplied by 3, and square rooted, then taking %5 of that is like $1 bajillion dollars!!!!!! (the fck am i saying?) no really though it was totaled $490 D:!!! sooo me and my mom agreed that im gonna pay $250 and she'll pay the rest. mann im getting slowly broke im not gonna have any money left for college shopping ahhhhh! fck i wish i still had my job at kmart cuz seriously if i still worked there over summer i would be making SOO much bank cuz i have so much free time to be working all week long. dfjkashfkjsgha man!!!!!! whyd i have to get cut before summer :'(

oh i had to go to court friday for that thing and traffic court is with a buncha people like 50+. what i noticed was, u know how the stereotype is that asians are the worst drivers? tell me why there was about 4 asians including me in there, and the rest was black and latinos! -_-

g.i joe is a cool movie. if u watch it, isnt that redhead girl on the joes team hot?! ooowee haha. i was never really a g.i joe fan but the movie was gooooood.

well okay then just wanted to update my lil minion readers on how im doing. hope everyones still having a great summer. hope we can kick it sometime before its over! im thinking bout playing some badminton before its over. stay cool now!


-TonLoc :D

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lol i guess i look japanese? that is funnayyyyyy