I Know It's Been a While.

But is it weird if I check up on you here and there?
Just to see how you're doing.
See how's life treating you,
how you're doing in school,
how are the guys treating you.
If you're currently happy or not.
Would be lying if I said I didn't miss having your friendship.
I'll admit it,
I peek your blogs from time to time,
just to see what's currently on your mind,
and how you're feeling.
Don't get me wrong,
in no way at all does this mean,
I still feel for you that way,
It's just who I am to be curious,
about how's everything going on with you.
Sadly because of the way things ended between us,
I can't just talk to you directly to see for myself.
But even though we didn't end so well,
it doesn't mean I don't care how you're doing.
I have too much pride to tell you directly,
but I hope you're doing fine.

A Very Sweet Message.

From a new blog reader.

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She's very nice. I'm glad my blogs still appeal to people! But damn, 80% of my blog? That's torture! Lol @ her request to not blog that haha. :P

Unfortunately, a Rare Breed.

I'm not saying this is a rare breed meaning girls are only beautiful with make-up on, but that girls nowadays have too little self-confidence to even consider having no make-up on in public. You don't need all those material products to be beautiful ladies. Sighhh :\

I See The Finish Line.

Finals are coming! AHHHHHHHHH! I hate it :[ so stressful during these last days, but it's almost over! Just gotta finish strong, tell my self over and over, gotta finish strong.

Has it been a whole school year already? Feels like just yesterday I took my first steps on the campus of SJSU, unpacked my things, moved into my dorm room and said, "Let college begin!" and now I'm in my last weeks of the year already. Damn how time flies huh? Part of me feels like I've grown so much over this time, and part of me still feels like a kid. But sometimes I forget I'm still young, only 18 still :].

I gotta move out by May 26th, IM COMIN' HOME!

But what am I coming home to? Yeah my family, then what? Maybe 2 or 3 friends that wanna actually hang out with me, I've lost touch with literally everyone from home. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't gonna miss my bros over here, my roomate, and everyone else. I'm probably gonna be spending a lot of time over the summer just playing a whole lotta black top basketball. I dont know what I'll do at home really. Probably rot away. I wonder who would put in effort to make time to catch up with me? Hmm..

Well if you didn't know by now, I have recently become part of this music page called Loserboimusic. I just upload music that I personally like for people and hope they enjoy it. So far, the feedback I've been getting is great and it feels good that people are enjoying my taste of music. Hope it stays that way and I continue to give music everyone enjoys B] Check it out if you haven't already. Click the link right up there.

I've noticed I have been getting A LOT of hits on my blog lately even though I havent even updated lately, which is funny because I havent even been posting it up for people to come to my blog (probably will after this one though). I guess they see it off my formspring, speaking of which, leave me something :P

This was just an update for those new incoming views to have something up to date to read about. Its hard for me to have time to post something that is heart felt nowdays since time is hard for me to come by right now.

I will be posting a good one soon if I get the time. Until then, if you want a good read, scroll all the way down and look at my posts that I put into "Worth Reading" :]


Deuces.

NOTE TO SELF

UPDATE NIKKA! AHHH!