I don't know about you,
but I'm not joining that tumblr bandwagon.
I'm a Blogspot Original and Im gonna keep it that way :)
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I use to...
I use to be your friend.
I use to look forward to seeing you.
I use to tell you everything.
I use to trust you.
I use to drive you everywhere.
I use to be the one you used for rides.
I use to always be the designated driver.
I use to enjoy our times together.
I use to grow up with you.
I use to be your best friend. Remember that?
I use to talk to you everyday.
I use to know you always had my back no matter what.
I use to relate with you.
I use to miss you.
I use to talk hours with you on the phone.
I use to buy you flowers.
I use to be your teammate.
I use to look up to you.
I use to learn from your mistakes.
I use to talk to you.
I use to laugh till i cried with you.
I use to try to fix our issues.
I use to think you where a true friend.
I use to never second guess our friendship.
I use to think we would never fade.
I use to believe what you say.
I use to think of you everyday.
I use to always bring you up unwillingly.
I use to respect you.
I use to think you would never talk shit about me.
I use to never speak negative about you.
I use to have close friends.
I use to think we were fine .
I use to always be with you.
I use to be your brother.
I use to always hug you.
I use to think of everyone, you wouldn't do that to me.
I use to have so many inside jokes with you.
I use to smile when I saw you.
I use to smile when I thought of you.
I use to want to be around you.
I use to be someone to you.
I use to do everything with you.
I use to have no worries with you.
I use to have fun with you .
I use to love you...
Look at us now...
What happened? I know we've changed, chances are, it's probably all on me. That's what time and distance does to people. But ask yourself, what did I ever do directly towards you to make you hate me? I don't care what you think of me anymore. Chances are, your going to talk shit about this blog post too. Thinking about what we use to be compared to how we are now really makes me wanna cry. I'm kinda getting teary eyed typing this shit. Go ahead and call me a baby I don't care. It's probably too late for apologies. Whats done is done.
Goodbye old friend.
I use to look forward to seeing you.
I use to tell you everything.
I use to trust you.
I use to drive you everywhere.
I use to be the one you used for rides.
I use to always be the designated driver.
I use to enjoy our times together.
I use to grow up with you.
I use to be your best friend. Remember that?
I use to talk to you everyday.
I use to know you always had my back no matter what.
I use to relate with you.
I use to miss you.
I use to talk hours with you on the phone.
I use to buy you flowers.
I use to be your teammate.
I use to look up to you.
I use to learn from your mistakes.
I use to talk to you.
I use to laugh till i cried with you.
I use to try to fix our issues.
I use to think you where a true friend.
I use to never second guess our friendship.
I use to think we would never fade.
I use to believe what you say.
I use to think of you everyday.
I use to always bring you up unwillingly.
I use to respect you.
I use to think you would never talk shit about me.
I use to never speak negative about you.
I use to have close friends.
I use to think we were fine .
I use to always be with you.
I use to be your brother.
I use to always hug you.
I use to think of everyone, you wouldn't do that to me.
I use to have so many inside jokes with you.
I use to smile when I saw you.
I use to smile when I thought of you.
I use to want to be around you.
I use to be someone to you.
I use to do everything with you.
I use to have no worries with you.
I use to have fun with you .
I use to love you...
Look at us now...
What happened? I know we've changed, chances are, it's probably all on me. That's what time and distance does to people. But ask yourself, what did I ever do directly towards you to make you hate me? I don't care what you think of me anymore. Chances are, your going to talk shit about this blog post too. Thinking about what we use to be compared to how we are now really makes me wanna cry. I'm kinda getting teary eyed typing this shit. Go ahead and call me a baby I don't care. It's probably too late for apologies. Whats done is done.
Goodbye old friend.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
YO!
i know it took a while but here i am as i said i would if i got 5! :)
i have had so much shit to talk about but no time at all. schoolwork has been bustin my ass off lol. im so tired right now, i literally had less than a total of 6 hours of sleep in the last 2 days. my eyes are half shut as i type this. so i hope this is worth it! see what i do for you readers out there ;)
where do i begin? well lets update on college. i still love it. over the weekdays i do hw and crap but over the weekend i do nothing but party lol.
one funny thing that happened recently was that me and eric went to our music class on this exam day and were pretty much the most unprepared. we didnt do the study guide that had like 99 key term definitions and barely studied. well eric pretty knows everything about music already so he got the test questions like nothing and then told me the answers for like more than half of em. then we asked the teacher if we can turn in the study guide late and she said only if we turn it in by 2:30pm that day. we go back to my dorm and do it so fast and she takes it. so we pretty much just aced that crap without studying or anything :)
in my english class. i had to type up a 4 page essay about factors that made me who i am today. then i had to bring my rough draft into class and read it to a group team in my class so they can peer edit it. i swear, they freakin loved my essay. they said "my writing really paints a vivid picture. feels like we are actually there and relating." something about my writing that people love i guess. i hope thats true!
one sad thing that happened just yesterday was i lost my longboard! well technically its a shortboard. i forgot it in the dining complex ahhhh! my freakin dumbass! it was my first board. my baby :( i miss it. hopefully by some miracle it turns up. if not though, there goes $130 down the drizzy :[
so maybe your wondering how its going with the girls now that im in college and all. wellllll! i've met plenty. mostly just friends tho. i have met some great friends already. they come n go. as for anything on the serious side, there has been one. buuuutttt, that didnt go so well. to sum it up in one line : im not gonna make someone my priority, when im only an option. ya feel?
movin on...
i played badminton today and HOLY SHIT do i suck ass now. omg it has been TOO long. it was soooooo embarrassing hahaha. if u saw me play today, and i told you i use to be good at badminton and played varsity ranked 1, the drink you were drinking would probably come out ur nose all over my face D: on a positive note, i've been doing pretty good in basketball though :D
im surprised! i got 6 comments on my last post when i just asked for 5 :) aww i missed you guys too. another surprising thing is how i still get alotta views on this blog lol. i feel bad cuz the views come but i dont even update! i r sorry! please still accept me? almost double digit thousand views! woooo! :)
a lot of shout outs are due so here we go sorry so late!:
-shouts to gabby cuz i said i would.
-happy late birthday shoutout to IVANAPOOH! :)
-happy late birthday shoutout to Eric! aboutta have a bomb ass party friday night and have fun. cant wait. dis nikka is my beer pong partner that night haha.
-happy birthday to kayson.
-happy early birthday to kacy! :D
-shouts to yuki, did u find this shit like u said u would or what? lol.
about 1 out of those 6 read this crap lol. whatevaaa its the thought that counts.
well yeah i have a 7:30 am class in about 6 hours...so i should bring this to an end. i think im going home tomorrow for the day and coming back here at night. no plans on visiting anyone though. who is there to visit? no one really. its not the same on the other side anymore.
thank you for reading this! i know i say this every freakin time i blog but i will try to blog more frequently! i hope this was a good read.
p.s- a song that kind of really describes how im feelin right now is one called " Fear - Drake" i fckin love this song. one of the most legit i've ever heard. check it out!
CLICK TO LISTEN.
on that note, night everyone! honestly, keep in touch, i miss you guys.
i have had so much shit to talk about but no time at all. schoolwork has been bustin my ass off lol. im so tired right now, i literally had less than a total of 6 hours of sleep in the last 2 days. my eyes are half shut as i type this. so i hope this is worth it! see what i do for you readers out there ;)
where do i begin? well lets update on college. i still love it. over the weekdays i do hw and crap but over the weekend i do nothing but party lol.
one funny thing that happened recently was that me and eric went to our music class on this exam day and were pretty much the most unprepared. we didnt do the study guide that had like 99 key term definitions and barely studied. well eric pretty knows everything about music already so he got the test questions like nothing and then told me the answers for like more than half of em. then we asked the teacher if we can turn in the study guide late and she said only if we turn it in by 2:30pm that day. we go back to my dorm and do it so fast and she takes it. so we pretty much just aced that crap without studying or anything :)
in my english class. i had to type up a 4 page essay about factors that made me who i am today. then i had to bring my rough draft into class and read it to a group team in my class so they can peer edit it. i swear, they freakin loved my essay. they said "my writing really paints a vivid picture. feels like we are actually there and relating." something about my writing that people love i guess. i hope thats true!
one sad thing that happened just yesterday was i lost my longboard! well technically its a shortboard. i forgot it in the dining complex ahhhh! my freakin dumbass! it was my first board. my baby :( i miss it. hopefully by some miracle it turns up. if not though, there goes $130 down the drizzy :[
so maybe your wondering how its going with the girls now that im in college and all. wellllll! i've met plenty. mostly just friends tho. i have met some great friends already. they come n go. as for anything on the serious side, there has been one. buuuutttt, that didnt go so well. to sum it up in one line : im not gonna make someone my priority, when im only an option. ya feel?
movin on...
i played badminton today and HOLY SHIT do i suck ass now. omg it has been TOO long. it was soooooo embarrassing hahaha. if u saw me play today, and i told you i use to be good at badminton and played varsity ranked 1, the drink you were drinking would probably come out ur nose all over my face D: on a positive note, i've been doing pretty good in basketball though :D
im surprised! i got 6 comments on my last post when i just asked for 5 :) aww i missed you guys too. another surprising thing is how i still get alotta views on this blog lol. i feel bad cuz the views come but i dont even update! i r sorry! please still accept me? almost double digit thousand views! woooo! :)
a lot of shout outs are due so here we go sorry so late!:
-shouts to gabby cuz i said i would.
-happy late birthday shoutout to IVANAPOOH! :)
-happy late birthday shoutout to Eric! aboutta have a bomb ass party friday night and have fun. cant wait. dis nikka is my beer pong partner that night haha.
-happy birthday to kayson.
-happy early birthday to kacy! :D
-shouts to yuki, did u find this shit like u said u would or what? lol.
about 1 out of those 6 read this crap lol. whatevaaa its the thought that counts.
well yeah i have a 7:30 am class in about 6 hours...so i should bring this to an end. i think im going home tomorrow for the day and coming back here at night. no plans on visiting anyone though. who is there to visit? no one really. its not the same on the other side anymore.
thank you for reading this! i know i say this every freakin time i blog but i will try to blog more frequently! i hope this was a good read.
p.s- a song that kind of really describes how im feelin right now is one called " Fear - Drake" i fckin love this song. one of the most legit i've ever heard. check it out!
CLICK TO LISTEN.
on that note, night everyone! honestly, keep in touch, i miss you guys.
stay chill,
Tonloc.
Tonloc.
Monday, September 7, 2009
lets see...
if i get atleast 5 comments on this blog showing that people still read this, i'll post a decent blogpost :)
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