And I Wonder...

soooooo. i've been thinking again.....*dramatic pause*...i know in that moment you thought "damn here comes another deep one from tony" cuz its never a good post when im really thinking lol :P

alright so if u dont already know, im gonna be moving into my dorm in a lil under a month (aug22 to be exact) so lately ive been spending kinda alot of time with my friends and all, just hangin out. there are people who i will no longer see half as often as i do now. everyone seems to be going their seperate ways, or maybe its just me? then lately, ive been hanging out with people i dont normally hang out with, and just kickin it with them. no names now. but yeah been getting closer to some of my friends that i havent been as close to before. theres just some questions that are floating off the top of my head.

for example, if me and certain people were'nt surely going to be seperated in the near future, would i be spending as much time with him/her/them as i do now? would we be getting as close as we currently are? because before, when we had all the time in the world, we didnt even really talk. so it just makes me wonder. what if i wasnt moving away for college, n we were staying in the same area still, would we be taking advantage of the times we have?

another thing, i've faded away from a couple, or should i say most of my friends too and this is probably also because of the fact that im going. what if i wasnt though? would we still be close as before? or still be faded from eachother? i did tell myself it was for the best so it wouldnt suck as much later on. but thing is, like i said up there, im getting closer to some other friends too. will this just come back to butt me in my ass later? cuz i dont want to get even closer with some people just to pretty much leave em.

are people holding back things on me because they know its pointless since im going? man i dont know whats the better decision! its either, gain a better friendship with some only to leave them later on which sucks, or fade away from people i'd want to be close with knowing its better for both parties to have a smaller impact when the time comes which also sucks big booties and i cannot lie. damn what to do????

this can apply for anyone. im not thinking of one person as i type this. im actually thinking of many. if u have the slightest thought that you might be a part of this, then ask yourself these questions as if i was asking you.

yeah just some shit on my mind, what better place to spill but my blogspot right? as always, i thank you for taking your time to read. if u havent already, listen to my myspace playlist because its eargasmic. if u havent already, follow me on twitter. click the t icon on the right side. if u dont have a twitter, u must live under a rock. k everyone stay cool :)

p.s- HAPPY AUGUST! this is a beautiful month if i do say so myself. (;

Dear Ms. Anonymous,

I've been thinking of you. How do i get you out of my mind? Will you ever see anything in me?

Love,
Tony Huynh

bianca is a sucka :)

cuz we went to the movies together and while waiting for our movie she made me go to borders with her. while at borders she points out the randomest but secretly dirty things like the word "wiener" and picks up nude photography books hahaha. oh and we played those ISPY and where's waldo books while sitting in the kid section. i felt out of place in the kid section but bianca fits right in hahaha :)

then we met up with morgan and kevin and we watched the orphan, that movies not baaaaad. good good story. and its kinda scary. not as scary as i was told it was tho haha. but id suggest it. if u did watch it, ISNT MAX SOOOO CUTE?! omg i love her. ionno if bianca liked it :\ i know she wanted to watch ugly truth. i kinda feel bad like she didnt like it D: srry binkyboo!

then we ate at TGIF yumm. saw this chick that looks a lil like taylor swift not really but yeah haha. well overallllll i hadda good time and i hope bianca did. when i dropped her off, i told her "hang out again sometime?" and she says yes and puts out her pinky to make me pinky promise. how cuuuuute. :)

p.s- i think she is the best dressed girl i know lol. i love her style. if u read this bianca, hey i love ur style girl haha. 2 thumbs wayyy up! :Y


dnt get any ideas now! just a kick it.

today was a good day

woke up to a text from morgan asking if we bouta ball tonight and i said hell yeeeeee. then got another text right after from the infamous jonie suzuki saying "hey are u busy today? lets hang out im in town!" so im like oh fashooooo. meet up with her at tuttimelon and did a lil tutting...not litterally but ate some yummy yogurt and conversed. thing was though, i forgot my wallet at home (my dumbass right?!) so she had to pay for my lil yogurt thing and i felt sooooo bad forreals! i would never make a girl pay for me intentionally. after a good talk n all, we end up seeing efromlam and others and say wassuppp. jonie didnt have to be back for a while so i suggested we watch a movie and she was down. i wanted to go back home to get my wallet though so she wouldnt have to pay for that either! drive back to the house and got the wallet and i gave her the grand tour of the new crib. then went back lol. i ask what movie she wanted to see and can u believe this girl has yet to see transformers 2?! omgah she live under a rock or what?! so i end up watching that for the second time while its her first. i payed for the tickets though since she got me on the yogurt. :P she enjoyed the movie like i said she would and i didnt mind seeing megan fox run slow mo again woohoo. then i drive her back. that was a good time, i enjoy chillin with her, shes coooooooool 8) and she liked the new hair :D but she said "awww yay! you look like everyone else now!" awwwwwwwwwwww daammm hahaha :(

so then after that i pick up my nikkas morgan, kevin, and marc and we head to logan to ball up. i had a great day of basketball and made some good shots. later on, a bunch of people we know appear so it was kind of a cool lil reunion. that was nice. afterwords, frankie came through and we had some wingstop. and now im back home looking at this screen typing this!

i know its not all that interesting but it was a cool day for me. everything went great and i finally got to kick it with someone else besides my bros lol. she promised me another hang out before she moves so i hope she keeps her word! next time, we're having pho :)


man i am tired from the long day though, but it was worth it. i just wanted to post this ionno why. i normally dont post crap like every little thing i did, i know sorry, but it was a great day what can i sayyyy?

my last post was a great hit btw. alot of people guessed which one they were and if they told me they read the whole thing and couldnt figure it out then i told them haha. i also saw a few blog posts from some people i mentioned saying i made there day or made em smile. that is a feel good moment for me right there :)

stay saucy yall.

Your still in my thoughts.

well today was really boring. i literally did nothing at all. i barely talked to anyone, and im talking to no one right now so i decided i'd actually make one of these. these always seems to spark my interest and i tend to read em all and figure out which ones me. i guess its time i make one. this is some of the shit i can never say to you on my own. so i'll just say it here and maybe somehow youll stumble upon it. let us begin!

1. where'd you go? we were so close and now look at us. i dont wanna try to keep in touch with someone that doesnt even try to keep in touch with me. it's hard to believe what we've become especially with our history. i still think of you constantly. i remember telling you i wouldnt stop talking to you once i hit college, but this began before highschool was even over for me. i never wanted to break my word on that one. im sorry. i know your doing great without me buggin you.
   
   
2. you've been my bro ever since middle school, since the day i met you. your the one guy that will always keep me smiling and laughing no matter what. even though we rarely kick it now, everytime we do its a good time. you've never asked for anything from me, and your always willing to help me. i hope we continue bein bros in the future.
   
   
3. i met you this year and we were cool right out the gate. honestly if i was a freshmen i'd go for you hahaha. you can always make me smile. i loved your hugs! it saddens to see how many guys mess with your feelings. you deserve to be happy. dont worry, mr. right will come in time. you have plenty of time! no need to be sad about it now :) keep your head up, im sure you can get any guy u want. and forget about me leaving, another "senior crush" will come along ;)
   
   
4. out of my four original bros, you've had a thing with everyone of them but me. i sometimes hoped i would get my chance but that fact alone is kind of what held me back. your one of the nicest girls i know and you've grown into such a beautiful person inside and out. i know you have a bright future ahead of you, dont let anyone tell you anything else!
   
   
5. youre not the same guy i use to call bro. what happend? was it you? was it me? i guess we've just grown up. im sure you dont care about any of this. i'd be lying if i said i didnt miss our friendship. i wish you and your family goodluck in the future.
   
   
6. dammm you are cute. i really wish i can re-do how we met, my first impression was so whack and i think thats why you dont even notice me. i want to just talk to you atleast but even that is too much to ask for. hopefully ill see you around on the campus later and get another chance.
   
   
7. you always know how to make me smile no matter how im feeling.
   
   
8. doesnt our history make you laugh? i think so lol. we barely talk anymore though, and your really happy with where you are now. i still always think "damn what if.." you know? now your like a lil sister to me. you know i will always be here for you.
   
   
9. i cant believe you do all the shit you do now, we use to be equally clean! well i guess as long as you can control it... all that crap aside, you are and will always be one of my best friends. reading what you wrote to me in my yearbook is really a tear jerker. i know you got a great future if you stay focused. i just hope you dont let any of that crap take you over.
   
   
10. you dont know how much being compared to you would annoy me. man you dont know how many girls would ask me about you during the games and/or compare us. and i would always lose the comparison. arghhh. i wish i can get girls as easily as you do.
    
    
11. one of my original "secret readers"! now im pretty sure you will see this lol. im really glad to know your interested in what i have to say, honestly, you can be taking the time to be doing anything else youd like, but instead youd give me your time to read my crap. your one of the nicest girls i know. you always knew when something was on my mind and would cheer me up. anybody is lucky to have you as a friend :)
    
    
12. we constently make fun of eachother! i dont even know why! but its in a nice way though. i hope what i say makes you smile as much as your words make me smile and laugh haha. its hard to believe you havent had a boyfriend yet. inna way your justl like me. maybe not as cool though 8) i hope we continue our friendship :D
    
    
13. i really want to hang out with you, or just have a conversation with you. but i havent gotten the slightest of hint that your feeling the same.
    
    
14. we stay laughing with eachother. you do the dumbest shit to annoy me sometimes, but i can never stay mad at you. we've become almost bestfriends in a short time. i tell you stuff i dont even tell my other "close" friends. i might always get pissed at you at times but you know your still a bro to me regardless. but forreals though, you needa start driving already.
    
    
15. your sooo adorable. i miss doodling for you and getting some from you. honestly, you were the only freshmen i had a lil crush on lol. i hope you continue doing what you do and dont let anyone hold you down. &hopefully you hit a growth spurt soon ;)
    
    
16. meow meow we're going to the same college :D
    
    
17. damn i wouldve never thought we wouldve became friends. you really have a shit load of knowledge when it comes to girls. you always knw what to tell me when i need it. you give me too much credit then i deserve. im sure your guy is out there, just gotta be "patient" like you tell me with girls. thank you for always helping me when i needed it and making me smile in my shitty times. anyone is lucky to have you as a friend. good thing you joined badminton huh?
    
    
18. our two different paths have made us what we are today. your a whole different person than i use to know. deep down i know your still in there, there are times when i see the old you just for a bit. our history is pretty rocky, but that doesnt change the fact that we were once like brothers.
    
    
19. i honestly believe you will become such a beautiful girl in the future. you already are one at such a young age. i think if i see you in a few years, i will be blown away. i hope you stay the nice and lovable girl you are now though. see you on black friday again sometime ;)
    
    
20. your so nice to me, and we barely know eachother. i bet you even know more about me than i do you since you read my blogs. i think it would be cool to meet the rest of your family because from what i know so far, kindness runs in your bloodline.
    
    
21. your everything i'd want in a girl. why do you have to be so far?? in the future, im gonna marry a girl just like you :D how many times have i told you that? haha
    
    
22. why do you hate me, i honestly dont know what you have against me
    
    
23. we use to talk so much, litterally like every day. we were really known as best friends. i told you everything, and same as you told me. after you grew feelings for me, and i tried to keep our friendship, things werent the same. and now you hate me and i claim to "hate" you. but who am i kidding. i really miss that friend i could tell anything to.
    
    
24. your one of my bestfriends. there are times you can be one of the funniest to be around and there are times i just cant stand being there with u. regardless though, we stay laughing our asses off with eachother. you will always be my bro even with our ups and downs. you have the potential to be greatest at whatever you put your mindset to. i hope i'll be seeing you at the sjsu campus in two years man. dont change k?
    
    
25. please get off my ___! you creep me out! i regret giving you my screename cuz you wont stop buggin me.
    
    
26. we had a lil thing, and i regret letting that slip me by. i still love talking to you cuz you always keep me entertained. your turning to a beautiful girl i knew you could be. i hope you and your bf dont continue to have problems....or do i? nahh jk! lolll
    
    
27. i wish you actually gave me that date you told me yourself that you owed me. your sooo adorable. i enjoy talking to u. i hope you have fun in college and never change. stay sweet!
    
    
28. you are so random! you'd talk to me for sometime, then vanish just like that, then return like we never stopped talking! stay consistant! oh well, atleast it shows you havent completely forgotten about me :P
    
    
29. i think we have great taste in music :)
    
    
30. you are probably the only person that actually understands me. i miss talking to you kiddo. hope we hang out sometime
    
    
31. i really miss you, i'll see you when my time comes. i just hope you open the gates for me. i love you and i know your smiling down on me. i will make you proud
    
    
32. i miss sleeping with you in my bed. i loved holding you all time. one day i will get another lil one just like you and give him your name to remind me of you.
    
    
33. i fckn hate you, you can be dead for all i care. i hope you rot in hell for what you've put me through. one day you will regret leaving me behind. you are the complete opposite of what i will become in the future. don't ever try to buy my love back again.
    
    
34. i hope i see you again in college. you seem like someone i'd like to know better :)
    
    
35. your one of my regular readers. i dont like seeing the sad things you be posting though, i hope you find happiness soon. i know you will. always keep your head up and dont let those jerk dudes get to you. theres plenty of fish in the sky :P
    
    
36. kind of wierd how you hang out with alot of my friends lol. pretty random too. ur cool though. unique compared to many. i can see myself trying to get at you if it werent for our past. i know your next guy will treat you better then ur last. hope i get to hug you again sometime lol. stay cool 8)
    
    
37. it was funny how we met. you still call me the fake name i told you mine was that night even though you know my real name haha. your a very nice girl and can always tell me the right things when i need it. i hope you have a great future
    
    
38. AYEEEEEEEE GEORGE?! imma miss kickin it with you my nikka. see you in the NBA in the future bro.
    
    
39. i use to love how you were. i use to be one of the only ones that had a thing for you before you changed into the beautiful girl u are today. its like i saw the potential in you or something. after that summer and you hit highschool, i dont know why but we just stopped talking. then you finally became the beauty i knew you were inside and everyone, i mean EVERYONE finally gave you the credit you deserve. im sure you will become a famous fashion designer / model in the future haha
    
    
40. something about you makes me smile everytime i am in your presence. i love talking to you :) maybe i just smile too much though lol
    
    
41. your so funny. i always enjoy our random conversations. i like the way you dress and your personallity. stay cool missy :) *hand thingy*
    
    
42. i would sleep in your hair. its so long and smooth i love it. mmmmmm
    
    
43. i wish youd reply to me sometime :\
    
    
44. why you gotta be so farrrr :( you are truly a girl i would want to have in my crew. your just a cool ass girl i can see myself doing anything with just to fck around and have a good laugh. i wish more girls were like you.
    
    
45. i love your hugs! and you love mine! i really rock the bracelet you made me everyday. i miss youuuu. keep servin on the courts for me k :D
    
    
46. last but definitely not least, you are an amazing person. you are always willing to help others without ever asking for anything in return. you are a true example of a ginuine good person. i hope you never change.
    

okkayyyy finally finished. damn that was a long one. hmm which one are you? are you even on here? try to figure it out. sorry if i forgot to put you in here. i tried my best to include most of the people i interact with. i bet you never seen a guy post one of these huh?


Goodluck! :)

im back!

i didnt really go anywhere.... cept im in my new house! my new room! first blog from the new room haha. i havent been able to update all these days because i didnt have internet or cable yet so i literally didnt do shit cept some basketball haha. but no worries im back to blogging just for youuuuuu! *points*

ANYWAYS, i like this new place, its really quite over here. i can finally have a good nights sleep. i live across the street from tennyson park so anytime im really bored i can just walts over there and run around naked in front of all these mexicans or something. hahaha nahhh really though im like in mexico town or something. but its all gooooooood. being the only asian aint all that bad.... :p

besides i'll be off to my dorm in aboutta month :) speaking of month...my birthdays coming up, but i bet NO ONE knows when that is, and i'll keep it that way! :D

what else is new? hmm i cut my hair! and not the normail haircut either! i finally shaved my head like i've always been thinking of doing. to my surprise, its not as bad as i thought it would be. i no longer have spiked hair! it feels good not having to do it anymore though :) well if u havent already, may you comment it on my myspace? :) heres a lil pic:

one last update, I PASSED THE WRITTEN TEST FOR THE MOTORCYCLE M1 LICENSE! since i already passed the riding test before, i have the license! so now I HAVE BOTH CLASS C AND M1 LICENSE AND IM UNDER 18!!! who else can say that but bj? hahaha. wooooooooooo!!!!!!! i cant wait to get that in the mail! :)))))

k thats enough i guess. ill try to update more now though! ionno about daily, cuz i got nothing going on right now, but ill try dont worry. i got chuuuuuu.

stay crafty C:

p.s- time for a new instrumental?

one last one?

not my last post on blogspot silly ;)

im finally moving tuesday! i think this will be my final post from this room! ahhh im gonna miss it. this room is huge lol. well to me. so im just sitting here with a buncha boxes around me with all my crap in em. i can almost officially say good bye to san leandro/lorenzo. alotta memorial times here, good and bad. half of me will miss this place, and half of me cant wait to go. kinda feel like trey songz "i dont wanna leaveee, but i gotta go right nowww" lol old song. speaking of old songs! while i was packing today, i found my ipod video that i never use anymore and it works perfectly. its 30GB too! what a waste. so im using it again just shuffling through the music and damn is there old music on here. i think im gonna start using it again though. :p

now this isnt the first time i've moved from one place to another. this will actually be my...5th time moving! and if the same thing happens as my prior moves, i will rarely be coming back to visit. who knows though! since i drive i probably will be coming around to visit here and there. only thing is....for what? what is there for me around here that is worth visiting? i only have less than a handful of friends that i actually hang out with...actually its more like...2. lol. sooo yeah. someone give me a reason to visit?

this is my first post about nothing really inna long time. lately ive been just waiting for something happening to be worth blogging about but tonight i just decided why not. if u look to the right, i got this lil thingy that tracks where people see my page from and im getting random hits from all over lol. thats pretty cool 8)

i miss having that girl to talk to here and there. i miss smiling as i read her texts. i miss giving her hugs. i miss giving hugs in general lol. i havent really really hugged anyone in reaaaaaaaaalllyyy long. besides vivvywivvy haha. awww i miss giving hugs to everyone thats ever told me i give good hugs. i still rock mary-yo's bracelet saying "besthugs". i wish she put something between the two words cuz when people first see it they think "best thug?! wtf?" hahaha.

college is right around the corner! ahhhh i cant wait! then i gotta move into my dorm! ahhh! and sjsu students can swim at the pool for free anytime or go into the gym and workout or play basketball anytime. i will be able to go into an indoor gym ANYTIME! wow im so juiced haha.


well then, chances are, next time i post, i'll be in my new house! wooooohooo :)

p.s-shout out to my new followers! hope im entertaining you guys :D

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weeeeeeeeeeee :)

MY DAYS AT SJSU (sorry its REALLY long)

i havent updated for about a week now sorry! but im still alive and here i am :) i told you guys i rarely have interesting things to blog about anymore. my life is a bore now! i dnt blame people for not reading anymore :\ so monday was my freshmen orientation San Jose State! let me tell you how it went ooooweee. btw, if u follow me on twitter, u can see my tweets from that day, pretty interesting haha :) mytwitter (i know you want to (; ) k so let us begin!:

alright monday i had to wake up at 5AM, ehem ehem let me say that again... 5AM! because of kitty su! man does she owe me! jk :p well she had to go retake the math placement test and retakes were @ 7AM so we had to get there fast. i even bought her breakfast :) so i pack my crap (since its an overnight stay on the campus), get ready, and im out the door and driving by 6. i pick her up and we head there. get there at about 6:45ish. damn was i still tired tho. i walk kitty to where she has to take the test and wish her luck as she enters. the orientation doesnt begin until 8:45 so i have a lil under 2 hours to do nothing -_- i just walked around campus a bit, checked out some cuties, then sat down. then i twitted this;



:D

&she didnt pass the retake. so woke up early for nothing D:!!!

k anyways, the day was reallllllly long and we walked aorund the campus alot. i met some cool people including a girl named Amanda that stuck with me most of the day. she was very nice and not bad ON the eyes if u know what i meannn. shes white too! so u know she had nice eyes haha. she was a dance major. ooo yummy hahaha. my dumbass didnt get to get her number so chances are, i wont see her again D: hmmm i also met a guy named patrick, he was one of my 2 roomies in the dorms for the night, he was cool.

another person worth mentioning was one of the student helpers. her name is Krista and man oh mannn was she...mmm mmmmm! she was very pretty haha. and she was nice. i first met her because she was watching the lines of getting I.D pictures taken. she asks me "are you going to smile nice?" and i had to think of something good to say so i go "only if your watching me" and she laughs and says "oh then i better watch you!" and im like "noo! im jk hahaha". then i go and take the picture and right when the lady taking the picture goes "okay ready?...." i put a nice smile on but then i hear Krista say "FAKE ASS SMILE!" and im about to laugh really hard and FLASH! the pictures taken, so im like NOOOOOOO hahaha. got the I.D card today and you can really tell i was holding in my laugh. its so funny lookin! i dont think theres retakes. aw boo :[ well i met her a few more times throughout the orientation but to my surprise, she remembered my name after about an hour or two from first meeting her. i'd think she would forget since im sure plenty of other people met her too. too bad shes a senior and has a guy! sighhh. before today was over, i saw her one last time and i said "this wont be the last time i see u yeah?" and she goes "of course not!" and i put my pinky out, and so she does the same and we pinky promised haha. sweeeeet!

let me tell you how much i ate okay? first of all, the meals were all unlimited so i can get seconds or triples and so on. they served lunch, dinner, and breakfast the next morning. for lunch they had hamburgers or hotdogs, and fries, any type of drink and alot of other things on the side like fruits or snacks or salads. unlike most of others, i got both hotdog and hambuggy! ate it down yumm. got me full though :\ i couldnt handle more. dinner was some really good chicken with some potatoes and some alfredo. now this time i got seconds forsure. my plate was so filled with food and i still had seconds! hahaha. then for breakfast, they had eggs, waffles, bacon, sausages, and potatoes. i hit that with a full plate, some orange juice, and some bagels. my plate was FAT. and then i ate all that, and got seconds! ohhh man im hella fat hahaha. my friends were like "wtf how you eat so much and your so skinny!?" ahhh :)

we were broken up into groups of about 12 with a group adviser. first thing we did in our group was get in a circle and introduce ourselves, the twist was you had to introduce yourself to the person on your left with a pickup line. so i just said "Hello im Tony *shakes her hand*, but you can call me tonight" with a smooth smile and wink. and everyone laughs at that one lol. my group was pretty cool. so then people got to think i was outgoing and a funny guy. later on, we played a game in the whole group called 2truths and a lie. its simple. you say 2 truths and 1 lie and people have to guess which ones the lie. when it got to my turn, i had a good one in mind. i asked if it can be personal, and the group advisor says it can be anything so this is exactly what i say"okayyy lets see...first, im a virgin. *that gets a few people to go pfft! yeah right lol giggles* second, i never smoke or drink, and third....i passed calculus with an A-" and everyone goes "dammn thats a hard one" then everyone starts saying "it has to be one, ones the lie" and others go "noo its two!" and i just say "are u guys sure?" so i waited till everyone put in their guess and everyone voted on one or two, no one said three was a lie! so then i tell them number 3 is the lie and they go "AWWW whaatt! damn that was a good one!" and we all share a good laugh. hahaha damn that was a funny moment.

we ended the night with an hour or two in the schools gym, i wanted to play basketball so bad that i ended up being the shortest guy on the court with a buncha black guys ahaha. i was hoping i didnt do anything embarrassing though because there was ALOT of people watching on the side of the courts. i was on though, i made handfull of threes and gave good assists. hopefully caught some of the cute girls eyes that were watching haha :P

staying the night in the dorms wasnt that bad. the showers look like some showers in a scary movie though. i showered at about 12AM and so i was like the only dude showering and it felt like some killer would pull the curtains open and stab the fck outta me like the movies u know? eh eh? it just looked like the type of place it would happen lol.

oh my goodness i am typing so much sorry!!!!!

the next day we picked our classes and i was lucky enough to pull into early classes. nearly all of the classes were full already so i felt pretty good about that. im juiced about my college schedual. cant wait!

one last thing, i went to the housing offices before i left and talked to a lady to see if my financial aid would be able to cover my dorming at sjsu. she looks at my financial aid and tells me it will cover about 99% of it!!!!! SO IM DORMING AT SJSU!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! yeah its a small room and yeah my roomate is gonna be watching me sleep but hey! its the experience that matters. i cant wait!!!! im going to meet so much people :)!!!

got home at about 1, knocked out on my bed, woke up at like 5:45, met up with my G3 crew morg and marc and headed to Logan to ball up. ended the night with a good day of basketball. i couldnt think of any better way to end a good sequence of things. well maybe one thing... ;)

ahhh okay im done! sorry this is really long but i figured since i havent blogged in so long, might as well give u guys a treat. now this HAS to be my biggest blog thus far. if you really sat there and read this WHOLE thing, i wish i can just hug you right now. thank you for your time. hopefully you return! again, sorry for making it so long! i dont usually talk THIS much!

good enough details francis?

hi july!

happy july everyone :) hope everyones summers going great. enjoy the weather and have fun!

i havent updated for a while, maybe i was hoping somehow, someway, she would see the last post i made? ...NAHHH haha im just talkin crazy.

so its time for some updates about muah! upcoming things lets seeeee;

• july 4th! no plans -_- whats goin on? im tryna just drive up to a hill where i have a view of the whole city and just watch the fireworks go off. that would be so nice and relaxing. i'll try and set that up. anyone got big plans for july 4th?
  
  
  
• so im already moving NEXT WEEK. whaaaaat? i knew that shit would come by so fast. in a way, im looking forward to a new place. im tired of it over here. however, im sad that now i must look for a new place to get a haircut. sunday was possibly my last haircut at the place i get it cut. MAYBE i'll go back next week to actually SHAVE MY HEAD. MAYBE! should i??? what do u think? oh yeah...i needa start packing soon -__________-
  
  
• COLLEGE! freshmen orientation is next week at SJSU! i cant wait! its an overnight stay whaaaaaat? how fun :) damn im kinda iffy on what classes i should choose though. i think im gonna psychology major! that seems interesting :)
  
  
• so my mom says dorming cost too much -_-, $1000+ a month. yeah that is too much so we had to pull out of dorming. IM NOT DORMING! nooooooooo :[!!! but now im going to have to search for a room for rent near the campus. mannn i really just wanted the college life with dorming and everything. but this'll have to do i guess. sighhh oh well. i hope i find a good place to stay atleast.
  
  
• i have been SOOOOOOOOOO lazy lately! all i have to do to get my motorcycle license is read this damn manual book and take the written test and if i pass i'd get the license right away since i already passed the riding test. but im too lazy to read this damn book! every time i try, i get hella sleepy and knock out hahaha. and ive been lazy to look for a job! where's a spot thats hiring?! someone lemme know wassup :P
  
  
• tumblr or blogspot? i think i'll just keep this going :) sorry i dont update nearly as much as i use to. but when i do though, isnt it a beautiful thing? hahaha nah im kidding!
  
  
• this is out of what im seeing, is everyone going through some hard times right now? because literally EVERYONE i follow is posting some sad ass blogs. :\ whats going onnnn? u know if u ever need someone to talk to or cheer you up, im here! dont let any of that crap get to you, just shake it off and forget about it.
  
  
• is anyone tryna hang out for summer?!?!?! im running out of ideas of what to do, and we dont ball as frequently anymore! if you tryna hang out, give me the word! just think of what u tryna do though haha i suck at thinking up plans. :)
  
  
• u know i have to update u guys with any girl news; and for me right now, its pretty much ZERO. nothing at all going on. not even a MAYBE. i have no one to have txt conversations with again :\ or let alone, phone convos haha. sighhhh im tired of this life style.
  

yeah i think thats enough for now. lately ive been sleeping at atleast 4 AM. i dont know why. just those restless summer nights :P thanks for reading! feel free to leave me any msgs via comment or in the lil chat box to the right :)


you used to be running through my mind, now your jogging, then your just walking, your footsteps lighten, then you've faded away...


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