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damn i know i havent posted in forever, no time lately. im gonna try and make this quick with the updates.

halloweens coming and i dont know what imma be or what imma do yet. hmmm..

i now work with both the Golden State Warriors and Forever21 and i'm enjoying both jobs even though it is pretty time consuming. forever21 is fun cuz i do nothing but check out the girls that come in everyday haha ahh i love it. 2 random girls already asked for my number very unexpectedly aha. my cowokers are cool too. having two sources of income is a good feelin lol.

i have come to the conclusion that every one of my class are freakin stupid and are a waste of my time. i regret signing up for each one of them.

midterms are very stressful but im tryna make it through okay. this college life is overwhelming. if you highschoolers think thats tough, you guys have it easy. man i needa break. after this week i may be stress free again. :p

typing this on my new laptop, hp with windows 7. its awesome n i love it.

isnt this the cutest thing ever from vonton? aww i <3 her. always getting me to smile :)

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dunno why she would want to go with me tho! she can get anyone else :p sad thing is i dont know if im going to be able to :\

(reading this over i noticed how the mood shifts right about here haha my bad)



hmm i find myself wondering if anyone on the other side back home is missin me. does anyone still remember me over there? do i ever come up in conversations? if so, for good or bad? bad huh? do i come across anyone elses minds? some nights i really get the urge to talk to my old friends again. especially my old bros again. just to see how theyre doing. no homo but i miss em. bromo. i wanna just forget about what happened and just be cool again. i find myself wanting to say sorry but then i realize im not the one that sould be apologizing. i didnt even do anything wrong towards them. i hate how stubborn i am, i dont wanna cave first. this right here is already showing my weakness in my own dignity. if it came down to it tho, id be willing to be the bigger person and apologize. but i dont see how that would occur with how far its gone already...

ive probably said too much, i knew blogging would bring this shit out in me...w/e...forget it..

till next time.