I just want to give thanks to anyone that still reads any of the crap I've been saying lately. A lot of thanks goes out to anyone that really read my "I use to" post and gave me a comment to keep my head up especially whoever "Anonymous" was. Its obvious to see, I've lost a friend, or should I say friends, just recently. But losing friends is a part of life right? They come and go. Its just the fact that they were really close friends to me that really hurt me. But dont worry, im going to be alright. Life goes on. I just want to assure everyone I am doing fine. Like my friend Malina says, "Only people who matter in your past, will make it into your future".
Sorry for these stupid sad posts lately,I'll try to post some cheering ones soon. Damn though, 7 (when i posted this) people thought my "I use to" post was sad and 4 people related. Thats something I wouldnt want people to relate to because its honestly one of the worst emotional feelings to ever have. So whoever can relate to that post, just read over Malina's quote and believe that shit cuz its really true.
on a follow up of my last post before this one, the reason I posted that was because alot of people tell me "Tony, why wont you just go to tumblr, its better and everyone else is doing it". I only think tumblr looks better but seriously, literally ALL i see on people's tumblrs are quotes and pictures, never any meaningful posts. thats why I stick to blogspot, not only because mines is already something special to me, but because blogspot is meant to be where you spill shit to like i do. I dont care how popular or dead this site is, im going to stick with it. i dont care who reads this, or what crap they say about it. I know i say some real deep personal crap on here, but its just because i really dont have any friend that im truly comfortable with telling everything im feeling to. and for some reason i dont even know, people find them interesting enough to read even when they're super long. why is that? is it the way i type or something? lol. my little diary with every grammatical error you can think of :)
well yeah, thanks again to whoever still reads! i hope im saying the right things to keep you readers coming back. damn 10300+ hits? mmm yummy. and to anyone who can relate to my crap, keep your heads up, dont let that shit keep u down k?
stay hip.
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Well, i still read this because its worth reading. it can be sad sometimes but yaknow, hella ppl can relate to it. like me. Plus, i feel like this is the only way i can connect with you on a personal level. haha. takecare!
ReplyDelete"i really dont have any friend that im truly comfortable with telling everything im feeling to." Me toooo. You're right losing friends is apart of life. & so is gaining new ones(: Hope SJSU is treating you well. Keep your head up high and hakuna matata!
ReplyDeleteYay, Blogspot>Tumblr (: Oh and by the way, your music is very soothing.
Idk if this is true but it's kinda the way I see it
ReplyDeletemaybe a lot of people read your blogs because it's deep
and it's deep becase you said you don't really feel comfortable talking to people about this stuff
and really, people value talking about deep stuff, like your blogs, the most.
And becase they never see the deep side of you in person,
they run to your bogs because it's te only place they can see your deep side.
And plus it's really interesting (cuz it's deep)
in my case,
I read your blogs becuase I enjoy talking to people about their problems and what's going on in their lives and their philosophy and their thoughts
you include allllll of that in there
so of course imma read it of youre gunna provide the full package, yahknow?:P
k sorry it's so long
bye(: