spring breaks over

well one more day but i have nothing planned besides work so im pretty much done. id say my spring break was boring. didnt do much. i guess i officially ended what i had going on with this girl. though it wasnt the way i wanted to end it. cant help but wonder how she feels about it. but whats done is done. its just seperate paths from here on. for once its me making this decision but like i've been told many times, "its for the better." right?

so pretty much i talk to no girl whatsoever right now lol. i get like no txts at all anymore :[ oh well.the school years almost done to leave this boring crap behind.

ive been excited about this week for badminton for many reasons. i got my racket restrung so ive been anxious to use it. Denise, the raw ass badminton lady, is suppose to be coming to one of our practices this week to help me and the team :D, we play castro valley thursday if im correct? i cant wait! i love them. ive gotten a few new shirts i can play in for practice yahoo. i just want to play again, i miss it lol. only thing im not looking forward to is the game vs mt eden on tuesday. im just gonna get my game over with, probably with no enthusiasm to play them at all and just go sit and listen to music after. probably wont even attempting to make any friends with their team.

btw; happy 16th birthday to francis. hope you have a good one!

umm its like 2 am. dont know why im still up but i am so here i am lol.

i'll end it with a couple of things on my mind at the moment;

"i guess im not needed anymore huh?"

"anyone who has an idea of whats going on with me right now, let me know if im making the right or wrong decision please."