and so it ends

today was the last official day of badminton practice. OUR LAST GAME IS AT HOME TOMORROW VS HAYWARD! ANYONE WHO CAN MAKE IT AND SUPPORT COME THROUGH!

ahhhh damn was it that long ago that we had 6 AM practices? or that long ago that i was BIKING to school before the sun came up at 6 AM for jv practice, learning how to clear with Kevin as my partner. it feels like yesterday i was that guy no one knew on jv just watching the pro ass varsity kill on the court. i cant believe ive gone this far in badminton. even though i havent improved as much as many others would in the time ive spent on it, i feel that ive been through so much. i know ive been telling everyone "im not that sad the seasons ending" but thats really my pride talking. truth is im gonna miss everything ive been through with this team. i know i havent been the best team contributer and didnt get to know everyone, and didnt get to be a captain as bad i wanted to, but overall ive learned alot and got to know alot of great people. i know i can be a bitch on the court when my competitive side comes out, but i thank anyone and everyone whos put up with it. i know im not the best partner there can be but im greatful for those who've tried with me. im gonna miss everything about badminton, the great coaches, players, and anyone else that ive met from it. for the future of badminton and me, im not sure really. i dont see myself going pro or anything. probably play some on the side but i think my serious badminton career ends here. we'll just have to see. i'll try not to tear up this last game but come HAAL... damn ionno haha.

i think ive spoken enough here, night everyone. for any badminton players who read this, lets have fun tomorrow yeah? laterrr

"was it my fault for what we've become?"