last

so this is the last week of official badminton. damn how the season flew by fast. yeah theres practice next week for haals probably but this is the last real deal. it will probably open gym next week. i dont know if im going to continue badminton after high school. i dont see myself getting any different or better then how im playing now its like i dont have room to improve anymore? i dont know.

HAAL's tournament is next thursday in castro valley. that is really soon. i can see myself tearing up after that day. i have no idea what im doing. who im playing with. as for now, im not really confident i can go far if i go in the tournament with the conditions i am in now. i dont know why but i just cant...

last away game vs tennyson is tomorrow. normally id be excited to see one of my friends on there, but we arent close anymore lol. shes too cool and too busy getting hit on by every guy at every school :P

we dont have school tomorrow, well seniors at least, so all the seniors are going to santa cruz beach boardwalk. half of me wants to go and half of me doesnt. its going to be cold so i wouldnt want to swim. ionnooooo we'll see. id have to leave around 1 anyways to get back for the game.

today was nothing new. same old routine. didnt do much at practice. didnt even win a game with my partner -_- i guess my highlight of the day was meeting two new friends that randomly showed up at practice with joey. theyre college girls :o but theyre pretty old lol. oh well new friends are new friends ayyyeee

tonight me and a buncha other people were suppose to go to ocean beach and have a bonfire but everyone flaked and its late now so thats off lol. damn was lookin forward to chillin in the cold haha.

thanks for the new pair of boxers today elyssa! im bouta rock dems forsure tomorrow :]

hi blanca! hahaha :P

well then this is pretty long but pretty boring too sorry. ill try and make the next one interesting.

"why is it that everygirl i can see myself getting with, theres something stop it. always one thing wrong, in the way."