One Of My Flaws

One of my most hated flaws about myself that I hate is....

I don't make an effort to keep in touch with anyone that doesn't make an effort to keep in touch with me.

I hate that I do that. I feel like I probably lose touch with a lot of my friends because of that. I tend not to try and be the first to hit someone up first that I haven't really talked to in a while. However, when I do hit up people to catch up, it actually turns out to be a good move and we somewhat gain our friendship back. But then why don't I keep at it with others?

See I have this mindset like if they don't hit me up, they probably don't see a reason to talk to me. Which is why I never really am the first to hit someone up. Whether it be facebook, text, tweet etc. The bad thing about this is what if a lot of others feel the same way? What if others have the same mindset as I do? Then we'd just go in circles of having that anxiety that the other person doesn't wanna talk and we'd never get to it.

Yeah this is one of my most hated traits I have. It's just who I am. I know it's not wise to publicly say my flaws but like I said before, I feel as if talking about my flaws and letting it be known is how I can overcome them.

On that note, I'll close this one. Yay for blogging again.

Want to see one of my other biggest flaws? I posted it here.

Till' next time,
Tony