I'm Such a Liar

Dang posting about Junethea's tragic story got my blog a lot of traffic (over 1,000). That wasn't even my intent, if I could choose so, I wish I would have never had to post it in the first place you know what I mean? Like wishing it never happened. I saw a video of hers 3 days before her accident and what she says at the end just gets me. "I hope everyone stays safe, drives safe, and parties safe"... Her funeral was this past weekend in San Diego. I wish I could have made a quick visit just to show my sorrow for her family. May she rest in peace.

I keep saying I'm going to try and update my blog but I never do. I just never sit down with enough time to make a good post. There are plenty of things on my mind. I would update about what's going on with my life, fraternity, school, girls, friends, music site, and bla bla, but there's just too much to say. The main reason I made this blog was to spill my thoughts out. I use to update so much back in the past because I use to never really have people I can tell my thoughts to. But after hitting college, I have made friends that actually give me the option of talking out what I feel.

So although I never post as much, take this as a good sign and let it be known that I'm doing fine.
I say this way too much but I'll try to post often again. Key word...try.

:]
Tony

Rest In Paradise, Junethea Crystal Centeno

Jesus got what he lost 18 years ago, and that's his angel back.

Today I came across the news of this beautiful young girl recently passing away in a tragic vehicle accident. Turns out she was a huge influence on those around her and those that followed her tumblr (click to view it). I'll admit it, I don't even know this girl on a personal level but from what I see, she had an amazing personality and did nothing but bring joy to whoever she was around. It's crazy cause the most random set of friends on my Facebook news feed would show sadness for her. It's so touching to see the huge amount of people who have showed love for her and support for her family. From a simple tumblr blogger who's also trying to become an influence as she was, I pray Junethea rests in paradise and hope her family get through these dark times okay. Although this is a tragedy and it may be hard, I'm sure she would want everyone to continue smiling and wouldn't want to be the reason people are filled with sorrow and tears.

It's sad that it takes a tragedy for us to realize how much we need to appreciate the little things we have in life. It's things like this that make me stop and see what I have and notice how much I'm taking for granted. Tomorrow isn't promised you guys, life is short, so I just hope you guys love as much as you can and never take life for granted. I don't want to get all cheesy but this is just straight from the heart so I hope you guys can take these words into yours and begin to appreciate what you have before it's too late.

Like this page on Facebook to show support for her.

R.I.P Junethea Crystal Centeno (Click)

Live. Laugh. Love.

Tony

Till' It's Gone

They say you never know what you have until it's gone.
Well I knew exactly what I had,
I just never thought I'd lose it.

1,000,000+?!

You might not know it, but I may somehow be in your mp3 player in some relating way.

A picture of my MediaFire account. It should be more but some files that would have included over 80,000 more dl's got deleted. How crazy. What a milestone. I wonder if anyone I know has the little picture of me in their mp3 player?

:p

A Hug Goes A Long Way

So I was thinking about blogging for a while now, but haven't had any idea what to blog about. So I waited on blogging. But tonight, I randomly got this message from a friend of mine. I just had to blog it because right away, it meant so much to me. (Click the image below to enlarge & read it)



Why does this impact me?
Because to me, it was just a simple hug.
But to her, it was something she needed,
and she said it made her feel a lot better on a day she was feeling "hopeless".
This just goes to show that a small act of kindness can go such a long way.
Like I had no idea it was something she needed so bad at the moment,
I just had a random feeling of giving her a big hug.
Turns out it was for the better.
I always tell people I love giving and receiving hugs,
because who doesn't like a real good hug?
Real hugs are rare to receive now days, however.
And although it may seem weird,
this whole incident just gives me another reason behind loving hugs.
Because you never know who may really appreciate it.

So give some good, real, hugs and it may just be exactly what someone needs. :]

P.S - This was a lot like another moment I blogged about in the past. The blog post was titled "Smile :)", if you haven't read it, click here to check it out. Similar enough that I kind of made the presentation the same. Just another example of how the smallest things can make a big difference. I say that a lot haha.

Hopefully this means I'll be blogging more often, I miss it!

& I've missed you if you're reading this!