so today was pretty fun till the end. i had cotillion practice which was pretty cool. we had a good practice and made a whole number. after that i played basketball at james logan high with the bros. pretty good games. so after, we were told to go to nuggets house. than we found out that lisa, my old bestfriend who for some reason i have issues with now, is there. knowing she was there i still went in. why the hell did i go in! stupid ass me. i knew it was going to be so awkward. wttttffffffffffffff!!!! i left pretty much like 5 mins after i got there. i couldnt stay there any longer. on the ride home i just kept thinking why did i go in! before i walked in that door i really said outloud i should just leave and not go in. why didnt i listen to myself. fckin stupidddddddd
stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony. stupid tony!!!!
i dnt feel like saying much. night everyone
Friday, April 17, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
maannn
so today me, jesse, and morg didnt go to santa cruz with the rest of the others. so we went to valleyfair mall which is past great mall. all i got was one shirt. then great mall. got nothing. so i pretty much drove all that for nothing! man malls suck nowadays and its like money aint even the issue. so than went to visit jesse's dad. he's getting better which was good to see. i made a hollywood video account and didnt even get anything because they have a sucky game selection. i wouldve made one at blockbuster but u gotta be 18 :'[
i wonder how santa cruz went? i'll find out later.
now i have nothing to do. just bored so decided to post a random thingy of nothing. i have cotillion practice tomorrow and then probably go play basketball down at logan high for the night. bouta go do a myspace survey then nothing else and rot away! woooooooooooo
i know your confused. but trust me, its not you, its me. this is my decision. im sorry.
i wonder how santa cruz went? i'll find out later.
now i have nothing to do. just bored so decided to post a random thingy of nothing. i have cotillion practice tomorrow and then probably go play basketball down at logan high for the night. bouta go do a myspace survey then nothing else and rot away! woooooooooooo
i know your confused. but trust me, its not you, its me. this is my decision. im sorry.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
so far so boring
sooooooo about halfway through spring break and i haven't done anything that big. pretty much all ive done is work, cotillion practice, play basketball, play badminton...
BOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGG!
i want to go to a party or something. meet some new people maybe. have fun! but i think thats too much to ask for around here haha.
i got invited with a whole buncha my friends to go to santa cruz beach boardwalk tomorrow to have a kick it at the beach. i was kinda excited when i heard about it but theres one bad thing about it. if your a reader of my blog that reads my updates quite frequently, youll know what im talking about. the thing is the girl that sent me that mean ass msg to me on myspace, the girl i was "best friends" with and her boyfriend, is gonna be there. so i decided im not going to go so there isnt any awkward ass bullshit drama. everyone told me to go have fun and just ignore them, but im not even going to bother.
heres a link to that post for those who havent read it. CLICK HERE
i think im going to go play badminton instead. i'll just have to hear about how fun it was through my friends later.
as for spring break, i dont have anything else planned really. i've had two plans to go out with two seperate friends of mine, just to hang out and talk about whats goin on with us, not going down anymore so boo hoo. i was looking forward to those. my spring break is pretty much over by friday because i have work again. and more practice for jonie's cotillion.
WELL, i hope everyone elses spring break has been awesome and fun! nothing interesting will happen for a while so i dont know if i'll be posting everyday.
one more thing, everyone add my friend Edsel on blogspot. he recently made one and told him i'd make a post trying to make people add him. so here he is, follow him! if u dnt know him but heard about him, his blog really shows what kind of person he really is instead of what he's labeled. kinda like me?
FOLLOW HIM: EJ's blog NIKKAY!
okay im done. night guys stay safe during break and dont do anything i wouldnt. so that means do everything ;)
BOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGG!
i want to go to a party or something. meet some new people maybe. have fun! but i think thats too much to ask for around here haha.
i got invited with a whole buncha my friends to go to santa cruz beach boardwalk tomorrow to have a kick it at the beach. i was kinda excited when i heard about it but theres one bad thing about it. if your a reader of my blog that reads my updates quite frequently, youll know what im talking about. the thing is the girl that sent me that mean ass msg to me on myspace, the girl i was "best friends" with and her boyfriend, is gonna be there. so i decided im not going to go so there isnt any awkward ass bullshit drama. everyone told me to go have fun and just ignore them, but im not even going to bother.
heres a link to that post for those who havent read it. CLICK HERE
i think im going to go play badminton instead. i'll just have to hear about how fun it was through my friends later.
as for spring break, i dont have anything else planned really. i've had two plans to go out with two seperate friends of mine, just to hang out and talk about whats goin on with us, not going down anymore so boo hoo. i was looking forward to those. my spring break is pretty much over by friday because i have work again. and more practice for jonie's cotillion.
WELL, i hope everyone elses spring break has been awesome and fun! nothing interesting will happen for a while so i dont know if i'll be posting everyday.
one more thing, everyone add my friend Edsel on blogspot. he recently made one and told him i'd make a post trying to make people add him. so here he is, follow him! if u dnt know him but heard about him, his blog really shows what kind of person he really is instead of what he's labeled. kinda like me?
FOLLOW HIM: EJ's blog NIKKAY!
okay im done. night guys stay safe during break and dont do anything i wouldnt. so that means do everything ;)
Saturday, April 11, 2009
that feeling
i feel like we're fading apart
i feel like there's no turning back
i feel kinda hungry
i feel really tired from work
i feel tired of work
i feel we are nothing more than "hi-bye" friends
i feel like there's nothing left for me here
i feel ready to move on
i feel the need to improve
i feel like we need to talk
i feel like ignoring you from now on
i feel really out of place
i feel happy around you
i feel depressed when im around you
i feel like hiding everything with my smile
i feel in need of that girl
i feel like im bout to explode
i feel excited about the future
i feel like hugging you
i feel like holding you
i feel like letting you go
i feel like im not good enough
i feel like im wasting my time
i feel im making the right decision
i feel us going separate paths
i feel you disagree with my feelings
i feel your love with every smile you send to me
i feel the lies behind that smile.
pretty much what runs in my mind most of the time. there are many many people that each one may be. which one is you!
i feel like there's no turning back
i feel kinda hungry
i feel really tired from work
i feel tired of work
i feel we are nothing more than "hi-bye" friends
i feel like there's nothing left for me here
i feel ready to move on
i feel the need to improve
i feel like we need to talk
i feel like ignoring you from now on
i feel really out of place
i feel happy around you
i feel depressed when im around you
i feel like hiding everything with my smile
i feel in need of that girl
i feel like im bout to explode
i feel excited about the future
i feel like hugging you
i feel like holding you
i feel like letting you go
i feel like im not good enough
i feel like im wasting my time
i feel im making the right decision
i feel us going separate paths
i feel you disagree with my feelings
i feel your love with every smile you send to me
i feel the lies behind that smile.
pretty much what runs in my mind most of the time. there are many many people that each one may be. which one is you!
Friday, April 10, 2009
SPRING BREAK!
hello bloggers and/or readers! i know i havent been updating, you miss me huh? hahaaa siiike. yeah im a loser....
okay anyways, if you dont know by now, we straight killed SL on thursday 14-1. me and richard was that one lost...NAHHH jk jk we won haha that was kevin ramos. damn feel sorry for him i wonder what that feels like to be the only one. but hey he played his heart out and went into third set so his efforts was a win to me. i dont think i've wanted a bagel so bad in my life (not literally)
I BROKE MY RACKET! MY BABY!!!! for the second time wtf! i was so sadddd! i just got it restrung wtf! ahhhhh where do i turn to now :[ my heavy ass backup? or a new one? hmmmmm
so for that ass rape, we got to celebrate today at practice we had this lil food thingy and it was pretty awesome but i didnt eat much and now i regret it. i always do that for special occasions, regret not eating as much as i can D:
BTW; me and richard are now varsity ranked 2. we got beat by kevin and jerry in a really close game where both were decided by 2 points. we'll get it back hopefully. i let off a really bad tantrum after that lost however. i wasnt mad at richard or anyone else, i was mad at the fact that we lost overall. it was a good game though, but i mean ranking down is pretty weak. it was both me and richards little mistakes that caused the loss no one person alone. im sorry for whoever saw my mean ass side, i dont like to really show that side of me but i think on the court im like a completely different person and my competitive side takes over. well hopefully we get the rank back. we're gonna challenge every chance we get :)
sooo its SPRING BREAK! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i dont have practice at all over break, i only have work on the weekends. so wth am i going to do monday-thursday?? cotti practice? ahhhhh.
lets go get a spring fling hahaha jkjk. :P
bouta ball early in the morning tommorrow morning for $$ wooo :O
night everyone!
so is it just me or is it pretty awkward between us now? we barely talk to each other. do i have to do all of it? well ionno im sorry if ur confused on whatsup, i just dont know how to bring it up.
okay anyways, if you dont know by now, we straight killed SL on thursday 14-1. me and richard was that one lost...NAHHH jk jk we won haha that was kevin ramos. damn feel sorry for him i wonder what that feels like to be the only one. but hey he played his heart out and went into third set so his efforts was a win to me. i dont think i've wanted a bagel so bad in my life (not literally)
I BROKE MY RACKET! MY BABY!!!! for the second time wtf! i was so sadddd! i just got it restrung wtf! ahhhhh where do i turn to now :[ my heavy ass backup? or a new one? hmmmmm
so for that ass rape, we got to celebrate today at practice we had this lil food thingy and it was pretty awesome but i didnt eat much and now i regret it. i always do that for special occasions, regret not eating as much as i can D:
BTW; me and richard are now varsity ranked 2. we got beat by kevin and jerry in a really close game where both were decided by 2 points. we'll get it back hopefully. i let off a really bad tantrum after that lost however. i wasnt mad at richard or anyone else, i was mad at the fact that we lost overall. it was a good game though, but i mean ranking down is pretty weak. it was both me and richards little mistakes that caused the loss no one person alone. im sorry for whoever saw my mean ass side, i dont like to really show that side of me but i think on the court im like a completely different person and my competitive side takes over. well hopefully we get the rank back. we're gonna challenge every chance we get :)
sooo its SPRING BREAK! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i dont have practice at all over break, i only have work on the weekends. so wth am i going to do monday-thursday?? cotti practice? ahhhhh.
lets go get a spring fling hahaha jkjk. :P
bouta ball early in the morning tommorrow morning for $$ wooo :O
night everyone!
so is it just me or is it pretty awkward between us now? we barely talk to each other. do i have to do all of it? well ionno im sorry if ur confused on whatsup, i just dont know how to bring it up.
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