im bored so i just felt like typing something out. i dont blog much anymore because i havent had much to blog about. my lifes pretty boring lol but ill update you guys anyways. does any of this matter to u guys? i doubt it but heyyyy if ur taking ur time to read, gotta be something right?
UPDATES:
- tomorrow is HAAL! ahhhhhhh i am juiiiiiiiced. nervous too! i really need to bring my A game and leave it all on the courts tomorrow. me and mike are really aiming to go far in this tournament. wish us luck! on a side note: i cant wait to see some friends of mine :)
- saturday is jonies cotillion! oh craaaaap! gotta perform in front of a whole lotta people. i dont even know if we're ready! theres practice today though at the place its being held. hopefully we clean it up and get this down by tonight.
- PROM?! sooooo guest bids were due like this week... and i had no one in mind.. so i got no date! and then since the guest bids are over with, now i HAVE to take someone from arroyo if i do plan on going. i dont have anyone in mind at all from arroyo that i can possibly go with. soooo i think my decision is set that i wont be attending my senior ball? its about 99.9% sure right now. will you be that 0.01% that changes my mind? :\ every time i tell someone i dont have a date they tell me "what?! how do you not have a date, come on its you" ionno why i get that but i do and to be honest for whatever reason it may seem like i do, truth is i do not get girls -_-
- status? currently not having a "thing" with anyone at all. i barely talk to anyone actually. seems like every girl i would want to try with, theres something in the way. shes talking to someone else, shes not interested in me, or shes just way out of my league :c. sighhhh this boring life is almost over :)
- My favorite player Lebron James was announced MVP and got his trophy today. woooooo! and they killed in game 1 vs the hawks wooo!
- currently on my mind: truth is, i know if i had a chance, i can see my self having a really big crush on you. yet im holding it back because i know i really dont have a chance. saying this part alone shows i have a little crush already but nothing big. i find my self wanting to text you here and there just to talk to you, even if i have nothing to talk about, just whatever comes to the top of the head and hoping the stupid things i say make u smile. i find myself getting texts and hoping its you trying to start a convo with me. i like the feeling knowing you can be talking to anyone else or doing anything else but instead ur taking the time to talk to me :]. i know im a loser but i cant help it. i know it may seem like we dont talk at all really but if it were to be my way we'd talk on the regular. i just want to see if youd ever start a convo first instead of it being me all the time but so far not so good :\ you show no interest in me at all which is another reason i really doubt any possibilities. i can tell shes a good girl. if only i got a sign. for now i'll just do my thing and let you do yours. maybe i'll get lucky? AHHH too much hopeful thinking i'll stop. :p
I hella relate to you about the status, texts & being a loser thing. Weird. I think you should go to prom even if you don't have a date. You'll regret it later, maybe =P But it's the last dance of your high school year, you should go !(: Good luck at HAAL.
ReplyDeletei know how you feeeeeel about the whole crush thing! aaaaahhhh. haha good luck with the colliton thanggg, &YES HAAAL =D
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