am i blind?

is there something im not seeing?
is what i've been looking for right under my nose?
if so, how do i know?
i think im too blind to see it.
is there someone trying to let me know that?
for some reason i feel like
i havent gotten what ive been looking for
because i havent realized i had it the whole time.
but then when i think about it
i dont really think this is possible
my minds messing with me



lol im stupid.