she came today!

Denise came today and help alot of us out! woooo hooooo! i think everyone was thankful for her help but no one really knew i was the reason she came so i didnt get any props D: haha well shes coming again next monday yayy. shes so raw. and a really good teacher. i cant wait :]

what got me kinda mad though was that really the main reason i got denise to come was to help me and richard out and most of the time she was there i was standing listening to her and richard was like isolated sitting by himself just like in his thoughts or something. looked really emo. i was like come on man we're the reason i got her to come but he wasnt even like in the mood or something. kinda put her presence to waste.


GAME VS CASTRO VALLEY TOMORROW AT THEIR PLACE! JUICEDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :]

hiiii

hi new friend brenda nguyen haha :P

for elyssa

here we goooo!

alright so another hot ass day. not as hot as yesterday but i stilll sweat about 10 gallons. yuckk.

so game today vs mt eden!
WE GOT THE BAGEL! AHAHA DAMMMN. 15-0! ahhh oh well.

after what happend last game, i thought i was going to have some mean mug staredown with the guys i played last time. as i walked to the bathroom by myself, i passed them both and they both nodded first to me and said "sup" so i did the same in return sayin "yo". that was suprising to me. but i respect them for that.


we just tried to have fun. its really hard in that kind of atmosphere. i tried to but it felt like i was the only one smiling at times o.o funny thing is me and my partner was laughing most of our 2nd set and we got 19 points. i know if we won that and went into third set their coach woulda went crazy because we were just laughing and stuff. too bad we didnt D:

i dont know why but for some reason people i dont even know challenged me and my old partner mikey. they told me about it first but i said " dont ask me ask him." and i guess mikey was down and we got ready to play. it was wierd since i havent talked to him really since we split. the first game was pretty close. and after that game im thining "finally its over" while i was sweating like crazy but then all of a sudden mikey tells me we're playing again against some other guys! man i was too drained! it was obvious i was out of energy and we eventually lost that game too. i blame me. my bad. this hot weather, and the fast rate that i sweat at, dont make a good mix.

soooo elyssa! i told her i would wear turtle boxers today since she noticed my funny boxers last time we had a game. and so i wore them! i didnt get to show her the whole day so after we got off the bus when we got back, i called to her and then was like "hey i wore them!" and showed her and i didnt think anyone else was looking then francis comes up and is like "TONY SHE IS TOO YOUNG FOR THAT" hahahaha dammmmmn what an awkward position i was in! ahhh that was funny though and she told me that made her day so that feels good :) cool boxers pay off afterall!

well overall today wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. yeah we lost but i think we had fun. so its cool. i cant wait till thursday to go to CV and see all my friends wooo hooooo. and i guess i have to meet more!? D: damn that chanele lol. oh well i cant wait!!!!!! i love them! :]

hopefully the raw badminton lady, denise, comes this week!

ooooooookay there u go elyssa your bedtime story. sorry for keeping u waiting! btw; what boxers for thursday??

night everyone.


:)

go away sun!

*does the go away sun dance

I HATE THIS HEAT!!! im melting while i type this.

well game vs mt eden tomorrow. not excited whatsoever lol. toobad it cant be the rematch of what happend at our first game. ohhhh well. imma just get it over with.

damn the seasons almost over! its going by pretty fast.

i dnt have much else to say. its too hot to keep typing. adios. i'll update tomorrow probably.



p.s - i need a date to senior prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'[

spring breaks over

well one more day but i have nothing planned besides work so im pretty much done. id say my spring break was boring. didnt do much. i guess i officially ended what i had going on with this girl. though it wasnt the way i wanted to end it. cant help but wonder how she feels about it. but whats done is done. its just seperate paths from here on. for once its me making this decision but like i've been told many times, "its for the better." right?

so pretty much i talk to no girl whatsoever right now lol. i get like no txts at all anymore :[ oh well.the school years almost done to leave this boring crap behind.

ive been excited about this week for badminton for many reasons. i got my racket restrung so ive been anxious to use it. Denise, the raw ass badminton lady, is suppose to be coming to one of our practices this week to help me and the team :D, we play castro valley thursday if im correct? i cant wait! i love them. ive gotten a few new shirts i can play in for practice yahoo. i just want to play again, i miss it lol. only thing im not looking forward to is the game vs mt eden on tuesday. im just gonna get my game over with, probably with no enthusiasm to play them at all and just go sit and listen to music after. probably wont even attempting to make any friends with their team.

btw; happy 16th birthday to francis. hope you have a good one!

umm its like 2 am. dont know why im still up but i am so here i am lol.

i'll end it with a couple of things on my mind at the moment;

"i guess im not needed anymore huh?"

"anyone who has an idea of whats going on with me right now, let me know if im making the right or wrong decision please."