My Weakness With Girls.

Only a few know this,
and I know I'm not suppose to publicize my weaknesses,
but I feel like saying it will help me get overcome it.
I have one major weakness when it comes to girls,
and that weakness can be one of the simplest things,
and yet it is so complicated to me.
That weakness is...

Eye Contact.

I suck at it!
Yeah, stupid right?!
Every time I happen to have eye contact with a girl,
my eye reflexively looks away....fast!
Like, I even know it makes her know I was looking,
and my awkward look-away just shows it even more,
but my reflex does it anyways!
I don't want to sound conceited,
but even when I know a girl is looking at me,
I can't return eye contact without looking away.
It's really my weakness!
At my job of Forever21,
you don't even know,
HOW many times this happens to me!
Especially when it's someone I wouldn't mind meeting,
I tend to look away and walk in a different direction.
Is it because I'm too inexperienced at this?
Not that type to do some smooth check out look?
No game?
Too shy?
Scared of doing something ugly when she looks?
Scared I have something on my face like ketchup?
Scared I have a pimple as huge as a mosquito bite that
looks worse in another person's eyes?
I don't know what it is but,
I SUCK AT EYE CONTACT!
Plain and simple.
So yeah...someone help me :[

(This only applies for girls I haven't met yet lol )

Untitled Thought

Dont be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all.

I needa post a good blog, feels like its been so long. Soon ? :]

Actions

If actions speak louder than words,
your actions say it all.
I can hear it speaking loud and clear.

Appreciation

It feels nice when what you did,
and what you put your thought into,
time into,
energy into,
work into,
logical consideration into,
feelings into,
investments into,
trust into,
took your chances into,
determination into,
and beliefs into is actually appreciated.

Is that so much to ask for? Guess so huh...





Goodbye.

Wise Lesson From My Speech Teacher.

"You always want to end with a strong conclusion,
it's like your final impression.
It is up to you how you leave your audience.
It is like the icing on the cake or the cherry on top.
Don't mess it up, because it leaves an everlasting image."

Funny how a speech outline is a lot like life huh?

What I tell people who just ended a relationship.

The force of this door closing will only open up many more doors with it. Everything's gonna be okay :)

In a Perfect World

We'd be together.