Kid Cudi

"I've got some issues that nobody can see,
and all of these emotions are pouring out of me.
I bring them to the light for you,
It's only right."

-Kid Cudi (Soundtrack 2 My Life)

Slow it Down.

I'm tired of living life in the fast lane.
It's like I'm tryna' switch lanes,
but the car in front is going too slow,
and ones driving too close to my side,
and another driver is tailgating my ass,
so I cant.
Even when I signal for about a bajillion miles.
So I'm just stuck,
Stuck livin' life in the fast lane.
Can you help me slow down?

Erased

Just a thought,
You know how everyone always says,
"I wish I never met you"
or
"I wish I can forget you".
Do they actually mean it?
Honestly, if there was a button,

that can make a person you felt this way about,

disappear like they never existed,
but everything else stayed the same,
would you press it?
Would you be able to actually do it?
Even though I've said this a few times,
I don't think I would be able to do it.
Because I believe,
everything happens for a reason,
every person you meet is for a reason,
every moment is for a reason
some just take longer to get than others.
So even though some people
have really made me think
"I wish I never met you"
I know everything is just
a lesson I can learn from.


P.S-thanks for anyone who thought the lyrics prior to this post were good, and thank you for taking time out of your day to read the thoughts of a guy like me. :]

If You Were My Girl.

Something I did while I was bored. Swear I came up with all this on my own. Would sound nice if it was actually recorded over Beyonce's Instrumental (If I Were a Boy). Try and sing it to the instrumental HERE. Wish I had a good enough voice to do it haha. I know it's cheesy but hey I'm no song writer. I was bored okay! :


If you were my girl
Even just for one day
I would say you look so beautiful
Even when you aren't near ready

Hang out with bros
And care less if it shows
That I'm with you and you're with me
I swear I'd want everyone to know
Cause' your perfect for me

If you were my girl
I think you would understand
How it's like not being neglected
I swear I am the better man
I'd make time for her
Cause I know how she hurts
When she feels like she's not wanted
Cause he's taking her for granted
Man it'd be the best feelin' in the world

If you were my girl
You would hit up my phone
Tell everyone it's important
Have em' thinking it's bad til' my smile shows
Damn time to wake up
Forgot I can't let you know
Cause you already have a guy
And everyone tells me to let go (to let go)

If you were my girl
I think you would understand
How it's like not being neglected
I swear I am the better man
I'd make time for her
Cause I know how she hurts
When she feels like she's not wanted
Cause he's taking her for granted
Man it'd be the best feelin' in the world

It's a little too late for me to turn back
It was just a mistake
Thinkin' I'd get her like that
Here I thought that you felt it too
I thought wrong

And you're still his girl
You won't understand (yeah you wont understand)
What's it like to want that person
Knowing that you, never can
He don't make time for her
He don't care how she hurts
He better realize what he has
And stop taking her for granted
Before someone else gives her the world

But your still his girl...

ROBO.TO

Jenn got me on this cool lil hype. I can just record any lil thing and it shows. You can see it on the right of my blog. Cool huh!

http://robo.to/wthTONY

The Feeling is Mutual.

Personally, I don't think there's a feeling worse than feeling like you're the only one trying in a possible relationship. This probably applies for any friendship, not just someone I may be 'talking' to, but any friendship. I hate it when I feel like I'm the only one trying to talk to the other person. Why do I always have to say something first? Is there a rule that the guys always have to talk first? Guys like to feel like their company is wanted too you know, girls aren't the only ones. For some reason, if I'm the one that has to start a conversation with a girl first, I feel like I'm the only one wanting to actually talk, while she is only talking to me since I talked first. I often get someone telling me "wow you never talk to me anymore!" or "i miss you! but you never talk to me!" and the first thing that would go through my mind is "well that's a two way road ya know!". How can someone say you never talk to them when they never attempt to talk to you? If they don't talk to me in a while, I tend to feel like they don't have time or I'd be annoying them so I decide to just leave them be.

Honestly, I know this sounds cheesy and all, but I truly smile when someone I want to talk to hits me up first because it shows me they actually wanna talk and that I slipped into their mind just enough for them to strike a conversation. I've been through things in the past where I would be the one to hit up the girl, I actually had a thing for, first all the time, and when I felt like it was only me trying, I would stop and the feelings would fade. Then later on, I would find out she liked me too and that she didn't understand why I would just suddenly stop talking to her. Well now you know.

Ladies, I know you like to play hard to get or don't wanna come off as easy and what not, but it doesn't hurt to show a little mutual feeling towards that guy. I don't think girls understand that we guys love it when the girl shows she wants to spend time with us too. If you like him too, show a little something that says there's something there instead of leaving him feeling like its not mutual. Trust me when I say this, if you don't show us the feeling is mutual, when it is, we will eventually stop trying and possibly miss out on something that could have been great.


Ahhh who am I to say though right?! :p

Love From Australia!

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Yes this is legit, yes she is from Australia, yes she is saying she enjoys my blog, and no i did not photoshop this! Check my formspring for yourself. Yeah, I'm as stunned as your are. How crazyyy! Thank you Alexis, you make me want to blog more often. I dont know how you came across my blog but I'm glad you did. And for you to show me love tells me I'm doin somethin right. Hope I keep you entertained with this boring ol' blog :p

Much Love to the few of my readers that remain. <3

slept on

found some good blogs in my drafts that i never got to finish, just slept on em. hmm i should finish them.

Damn..

Turns out I was the oblivious one in the end...



Foolish me.